Evening~~
I ran out of time yesterday to do my diary
Basically didn't sleep well
and stayed in bed really til 1:30pm then I got up for a shower
I felt bad that I hadn't been able to get up and see adam but I was
just exhausted and achy
I asked him "is there anything you want me to bring up with me?"
he replied "anything you want to bring"
Anything huh ;)
So I packed Oz up and he came up with me
I wanted my two boys ^^
He was welcomed warmly
Adam's mum gave me a scone she had baked and put jam on it too
it was really good and Oz thought so too!!!! He was robbing my scone!!!
There's nothing sacred with that rabbit
but he was good boy
I took him home with adam after an hour.
We came back to his house and played pokemon
he gave me a shinx ^^
I still felt tired.
We went up to a cafe and did my last homework >.>
found it easier this time round tho think its cus i was so tired
came back and talked with his parents
then we had dinner but we ate at almost 8pm
my stomach just doesnt cope with eating late for some reason
so immediately after id eaten my stomach killed
it felt like someone had punched me very hard in the guts
i followed adam into the kitchen when he went to get a drink
i told him i just need to be in a ball somewhere
so we sat on the sofa i was in a ball of pain
i didnt want his parents to think i was being rude by just walking away from
the table but i couldnt bare it any longer
when the pain let up after 25mins i drove home
as soon as i got out the car the crippling pain came
i sat with Oz in a ball and went to bed then in a ball
and was fine this morning!
i hadnt slept well at all
awake from 5am til 7am
7am came my dad got up and fell into a deep sleep til 9:30am
its like i only sleep real deep when i know someone is up in the house
dont know what my subconscious is expecting to happen
When I got up I wrote up my homework as it was all random notes
I then did quite a few hours worth of sewing on my jacket
its looking really good im just taking my time with it really
then I did a little bit of dancing and got one recorded finally
just dont get much time home alone to record stuff
since 4pm ive been drawing and its coming along alright
sorted a few bits and pieces out that i plan on putting on ebay wednesday i hope
i have all that to write up --____--
Tomorrow it is lynn's birthday so I will be sure to wish her happy birthday
I have acupuncture at 8:30am then CBT at 10:45am
so i get to come home for a brew between time ^^
then I think Im seeing adam at some point
hopefully we can go out somewhere
not taking a sleeping pill tonight
they can suck it
sick of the mega dry mouth for the whole night
and them not even working >.>
so im gonna just drink the tea i think tonight
