Man did I have a crappy night
I couldnt sleep so I got up and went back to bed at 1am
woke up at 2am got up for an hour then fell asleep around 3am
and woke up at 9am
I had a morning of pets and cleaning
everything has be straight for when mum comes home!
i did some dancing as well
then i went for a shower and got ready
i decided that because my skin had healed enough that i would
wear make-up today! i havent worn make up in 2 weeks!
not even for work just cus my skin was so sore and raw
so i felt like a girly girl today
i wore a flowery top and a velvet skirt
I made a fuss of mum when she came home
she had had a good time and told me about it all as i ate my lunch
she sat with pinks as well
then she opened the stuff i gave her
the card i made her
and the Ipod pouch i made her (had to cut out all those 1" squares)
along with a face pack, candle, foot cream and hand cream
she was very pleased with it all ^^ made me happy
mum does so much for me and has been through a lot with me
i could not live without her i love her so much and very grateful for all she
does for me and my family
a very selfless person indeed
I set off for adams house i told him to be ready as we were gonna go
to a few shops i just needed a few bits which i did manage to get!
then we went back to his i had a brew and did his mum's nails
we looked at holidays and places to go
he said to me cus it was mothers day that a lot of people from our year
had uploaded photos
it truly staggers me as to how many people from my school year
have got children and/or married
seriously its amazing and i know being 26 its not an uncommon age or anything
it just makes me wonder am i on the right path?
i still feel like im 18/20 years old
i could raise a child hell i even have trouble caring for myself
how is it other people my age have just gotten on with life so easily
and im so far behind
will i get there? will i want to get there?
I came home for dinner
i was glad to come home as i was quite cold and wanted a jumper
i was wearing adams fleece but it still didnt feel enough
tonight ive got to get a few things ready for school tomorrow morning
just there in the morning a school thats godly and 30+mins away
i went last year but cant remember it
tomorrow i am going school
then im going to bed as adam will be over just after 3pm
at 6pm we're meeting tara and james at a pub quiz finally
were all eating there together too
then might sleep over at adams house
