Evening
My god what a sodding night
I did decided to do half hour yoga last night which did help unknot some muscles. I went to bed feeling tired but for whatever reason I could not get off to sleep, it reached midnight and I eventually drifted off. But for 20mins....what gives!? thats well unfair. I ached - of course - so I got up and had cereal and pain killers and crawled back to my bed. I did fall asleep but I had a nightmare - I get nightmares when Im stressed - it was so freaking creepy, it was to do with dolls and yeah it was like watching a horror film. I woke up sweating and I saw my doll - Himeko - facing me and its the first time that she has ever given me the creeps, I fell asleep straight away and fell back into the nightmare. When I woke up i about launched out of bed not wanting to relive the nightmare again. I went downstairs and was prepared to sod sleep at it was like 4am. I stayed up til 5am and had cereal then went to bed and woke up just before 9am feeling quite rough but was grateful I had achieved some sleep.
This morning I did 20mins of dancing but wasnt my best I could tell I couldnt think straight but I think its because I had been taking pain killers throughout the night. My morning brain was foggy
I got showered and then me and mum went to chemist for my drugs
then brought some flowers as it would have been grannys birthday today she would have been 85
so we went and put them on her grave and gave her grave a quick clean
we went for a walk down the river which was nice just a bit cold
I got back and had lunch
then I started and finished the guinea pig plushie for my friend Tom
she this is going all the way to Australia~
Came out pretty cute and different
I fell asleep for a while and did not want to get up
after dinner we had cake as I managed to convince mum cus it was grannys birthday that we should have cake :3
I did 30mins of dance practice, i have started learning Tsubaki factory's ima nanji
then I wrapped up the guinea pig
and now I am gonna sit with my Ozwald
I have been eating a satsuma at night and he seems to have gotten a taste for it >.>
he harasses me til i give him a segment, its hard to peel with his nose all over the satsuma XD
Tomorrow
going work ugh >.> I have some hours left to kill and I want to see Jack
so I aim to get there around 9am and then do a few hours, I have lunch ready so yeah I will just stay til I have had enough. Cant be bothered but it will be nice to see Jack I have missed him. its stressing me out more than I thought it would. I was scratching in the night so my legs and face hurt. scratching and nightmares. ugh
