Evening
Back from Jack's
it is helping my mental health loads by getting out
So tuesday
started my day with a meeting with all of science
i had hardly slept and one thing keeping me up was my anxiety about a stupid online meeting just how stupid and annoying is that!?
as I thought there was nothing to be worried about
but it went on for 45mins!! my god, and i cant say i got a great deal out of it
just more for teachers which is usually is
then as soon as it was over with i was out the door with mum for a much needed walk!
i came back and danced then showered, went to bed
spent time with Ozwald even tho it was hot
then by 4pm I went over to jack's
I showed him that I had got pokemon sword! he was happy and wanted to know what pokemon I wanted, my god he had done my team before i had taken the wrapping off the game....if only he was the keen for other things XD
we did a walk - yet another walk for me
played on switches but i played disgaea5 - still have it to finish!
we went to bed around midnight as the 3 of us sat on the sofa playing games really
i slept pretty well
Wednesday
my cousin turned 22!
woke up at 6am to the sound of something i havent heard in a while - rain
we had to get up as we had a meeting at 10am online but it was our first all staff meeting not just department. it went on for over an hour and once it was done both me and jack said the same thing "didnt learn anything new" it was quite dull if im honest
i got up and showered and we went for a walk
i started pokemon but after 15mins i went and had a nap XD
jack was like "you gotta play it so you can have these pokemon before you go home"
we did a walk in the drizzle as yesterday we actually had rain!
we made jack's character for his next D&D game starting tomorrow
yet another thing to highlight how different we are, i was like "have an assassin or someone athletic or good with guns. Jack you guy is gonna die at this rate" but what did he do? made a total nerd. someone not good an reading emotions good academically and yeah just a total dork i said "what youve done there is made yourself" my god i would not have gone down that route
but he was dead happy with it!
then he and theo were playing on some dull space game together - theo on his laptop - jack on his PC downstairs in his room
I went to go do half hour of yoga where theo was
afterwards i tried reading manga but i was just tired it got to 10pm
and i said to jack "im really tired" he said "ok well i'll just wait for theo to get to this planet then ill come to bed"
30mins later i gave up waiting and went to bed
grabbed my big hamster plush and went to bed, behind jack who was still on his PC
i wasnt arsed, i wasnt gonna stay up by myself for nothing, sod the lot of them
i woke up at 1:30am and was in agony i really hurt, jack was awake and hadnt actually been to sleep i told him that i hurt and needed to get up and he decided he was gonna get up and make us both a hot chocolate i told him it wasnt necessary but he wouldnt hear of it
so we sat upstairs til 2:45am and i had got my tens machine on, something he'd heard of but never seen and i havent ever told him i use one. i dont like making myself different. mum insisted last time i took it but i didnt then this time she was like "take it you might need it" and as i had it with me i was gonna use it. jack had a go with it and i have it on a very very weak setting as i cant bare it strong, jack who is rubbish with pain, had it on max...like he couldnt feel it. very odd
we went to bed but it took me til well gone 3am to sleep
so we were both a bit tired this morning
i had a bath and we went for a walk
jack did a lot of the talking he talked candidly about if we got married...he went on and on and went into detail who he would have to invite. it neared 100 as he has over 50 'close' relatives. i have 7
i would be massively outnumbered
i would dread the day id be in front of all those people. i hate being centre of attention anyway never mind in front of that many people the majority of which i dont know...
we got back and had lunch
i slept after lunch and jack played on the space game with theo again
when i woke he gave me my pokemon
i had only been on the game 2 hours and i came across a shiny! shinies are so rare
it wasnt anything amazing it was Chewtle but hey a shiny is a shiny so i caught it and jack said i should have it in my team but im unsure who to swap out for it
i could tell it annoyed him that id only been on it 2 hours and had a shiny XD
i came home and saw my Oz
i sat in the garden with him
ive since sat with him on my knee on the sofa and im about to do so again
tomorrow probably exercise and start drawing out my painting
i may have a meeting with the dept head but not sure yet - just to discuss returning to work but i have health issues so yeah
im staying over at jacks over the weekend and on monday me jack and julia are going into school to tie up loose ends before september as its looking like we as technicians wont be in til september potentially :/
