I amaze myself at times I truly do
who knew I could be an embarrassment even in my sleep?
I was having some sort of dream to do with dogs or wolves I believe
I woke myself up making growl like noises and biting my pillow....-_____-
yep I'm a real head case!
Thank god I was by myself in my small single bed
cus jesus that would have been cringing if someone saw me XD
Anyway I had school
I felt not too bad
the class was very irritating today I must say
it was almost like being with toddlers
me and the teacher were wearing thin on patience
I went home for lunch which was good to be in the quiet
then cycled back to school
it was a lovely warm day so we did P.E. outside
it was a simple version of rounders and I got to play!
in the morning I had the pleasure of taking groups of children outside the classroom
to hold the baby chicks ^^
I got home and was in the biggest mood ever
seriously i dont even know how i got in such a state
I was tense annoyed and didnt know what to do and i was getting annoyed that i was annoyed and in this state. I didnt even know what it is id rather be doing!
So in the end i went to bed cus i was no good to anyone the way i was
I woke up and was much better
so god knows what that was all about!
My stomach hurts every time I eat
it hates me at the moment i have to say
and im getting sick of it
its quite depressing that your stomach hurts when you eat
cus you get as though you dont want to eat and then youre tired cus you havent eaten enough
I havent done a lot tonight
I did order some new make-up to try :3
Tomorrow I think I'm seeing Adam at some point :)
Be nice cus I let him down on sunday and I could have seen him after work today
he offered to cheer me up but i couldnt take the risk id say something id later regret as that would make me really upset so it wasnt worth it. i needed the time to chill out unconsciously
Here is a mascara I have been using this week. I ordered it off ebay
it is nice unusual colour and goes well peach make-up
