Evening
My last day of being in my 20's.....
Last night the wind and rain was so strong and lashing again the windows. It woke me up several times, each time hoping Oz and girls were ok.
I didnt sleep that well. I had another nightmare which I woke up from with damp hair at 4:30am by 5am I had enough of laying there and decided to get up. Jack found me at 6:30am drawing at my laptop. I said I would come back and try sleep again. He told me it was up to me but I thought id try. i cat napped til 7:30am and I couldnt bare the aches any longer so I got up.
I woke jack up at 8am with Ozwald in my hands. Nice way to be woken up isnt it ^^
we had breakfast and went food shopping
we came back and had a tea cake ^^ decided to buy them as a treat~
I did my usual of soup, meat, biscuits
After lunch I went to bed as I was so tired.
When I got up I worked on jack's phone case picture
then the tooth lady said she could see me earlier at 4pm
Jack kindly went with me
wow it was an experience XD
it was in a lady's flat and she had decorated it with leopard stuff and loads of green leaved plants so it was good with the occasional neon light thrown in. I had a cotton wedge in my upper lip and one to bite on. I had to stay like this for 30mins without speaking and trying to swallow the build up saliva. Luckily none escaped and I didnt make a fool or mess of myself! Jack could see me from the sofa and I had these massive red sparkly glasses on to protect from UV light
I had gone with an 8mm silver round gem so just a normal white gem really. 10mm was the biggest which is what I had gone with but when she took it out I agreed with jack's judgement of it being too big XD the different shaped gems were more money - not that i didnt mind paying. but I wanted simple to start. so i had put it and she said if I look after it it could last up to a year but also said due to different acidities of people's saliva the time can differ. Lets hope I havent got a really acidic spit!
I sweated loads in the seat tho! a combo of nerves, a lot of lighting, and a thick jumper. she was really hard working and kept looking at different angles to see what position the gem caught the light best in as you have to think - teeth aint flat or straight! so i was dead pleased with it. I would totally have it again and I hope this lasts! Jack likes it and was glad I didnt go with the massive one XD
I couldnt eat for 2 hours due to the gem setting. I can also not brush my teeth tonight! I did brush them before I went as I thought - shes right in my mouth, I will make my mouth a cleaner fresher working environment for her. So glad I did that!
Jack gamed at the TV and I did 50mins of yoga with Oz whilst he gamed. then I had a pamper in the bath, finally doing dinner for 7:30pm as I could eat now but I still couldnt eat on that side for like 12 hours I think she said.
dinner was good it was noodles so at least it wasnt too hard to eat!
now just doing my last diary before I turn 30! mum has asked her I send her one last txt as a 29 year old XD she would have been a mummy for 30 years tomorrow. She needs a bloody reward! I am seeing her tomorrow after school, shes baking me some cakes!!
tomorrow is school tho >.> did my homework today which was science questions. made me all ready not in the mood for work >.> only 5 more days left then half term.
tomorrow I wake up 30~
I would have spent my entire 2nd decade of life in pain and with depression. I actually cant remember what it feels like to not be in pain. what a body feels like to not ache and feel constantly drained. What does it feel like to feel....good?
will I feel better in my 30's? what will happen? what do I want to happen?
