ahhh been up since 5am and i didnt sleep well
so damn tired
woke up and 5am and pain was far too much that i had to get up
and eventually got ready for my first day of school
staff were in, no students
we had assembly first just a hall full of staff
its a bit unreal how many members of staff there are
it was killing me sitting there, killing me
jack whispered in my ears "just leave for the toilet and have a long stretch"
but i was determined not to draw attention to myself
so i stayed put
we got free tea and biscuits X3
then more stuff in the hall
and then when support staff i.e. me could leave, i did
we got free lunch i has pasta
and from the moment of finishing my dinner at 12:30 i had crippling stomach ache
so we start this again
all i could think about was going home to the toilet -___-
i finished a display and did a few jobs
talked to staff about their holidays
we had a department meeting
and that was about it really
noticed for next week's science lessons, maggots are needed...
i just looked at it and thought "im back"
i left as soon as i could
got home and ran to the toilet
and i was like it after my tea too
just struggling to eat and digest for the last week or so but not sure
if its just a side effect of coming off pain killers
pain killers im sorely missing
my god do i ache
and i ache after walking 11k yesterday
all in all Jo is knackered
i was suppose to see tara after work
but all ive done is been curled up in a ball
im so tired and achy
i just wanted to shut the world out
ive had enough!
and its only monday! my god man
how am i gonna make it through the week!?
tomorrow should be fairly relaxed as only year 7 (first years) are in school
so nothing is needed
just hope its not a boring day
here is a painting i did for a friend
its cute huh~~
i enjoy painting and enjoying doing stuff for people
