Evening
I slept well but really needed a wee in the morning then before we left I had to get rid of my stomach contains, I felt real rough
But what picked me up was Ozwald, its 5 years today we met. I did not hesitate to adopt him. I knew he was the one for me. Just knew straight away. Since then he has made my life worth living, he is my purpose. I love him unconditionally. yes he can challenge me on the odd occasion by simply being an animal but I will always love him. I always show him true affection, I want him to feel safe, loved, warm and happy. I can tell by the way he is, that he has a happy life. I love him so much and he won Jack over so easily and effortlessly too. To say Jack was always a cat person he has been converted to the way of the bun.
Work was ok I guess, I had a couple of small practicals
I bumped into head of science in an empty lab tho....he asked me how I was
"im fine" the autopilot response I give
he said "no really, as I can tell you arent"
so thats when I told him. i didnt hold back.
So he took it to the head and I have been sorted out
I will be working 4 hour shifts from now on! Cant believe how quickly it was sorted
its not 'official' as I havent had any contract changes but I have permission to only work half my hours basically. As I told them otherwise I wont have the strength to walk through the door both physically and mentally.
It is hurting me to walk, not as full on as I let it get last time but yup its there alright. Tonight I have been unable to do any exercise as it hurts to just stand like my legs are in pain holding my weight up so I have allowed my body the rest it needs
I came home and I put the washing on, changed Oz's toilet area, got changed, grabbed some fruit loaf to have at mums and I grabbed Ozwald and we went over to see mum for a good hour. We also saw the girls which was nice
I came home and hung the washing out and made sure Oz was ok and I went to bed
I didnt do much all afternoon as I just felt exhausted
Jack came home he had brought Doughnotts and they were beautiful. I have only eaten 1/2 of one and already feel MASSIVELY guilty especially as I havent exercised today but trying to not to worry too much. There is 1 doughnut left and I think I might just tell Jack to eat it to be honest as I think otherwise I aint gonna sleep!
Before dinner Jack's family came so we had his mum, step dad and chrissy
his mum told me that chrissy didnt want her bunnies to be left home to be fed by a neighbour as all their neighbours have kids and she didnt want any child trying to pick the bunnies up or hurting them. She was worried about them and obviously she would never entertain a kennel. No way would I let them go in a kennel when I could have them!
They brought everything and the kitchen sink! those buns have been spoilt!
So they are in the garage in their own hutch facing Oz. I have not got them out as I think they need to chill out, Thumper is 11 and I am not stressing him out! Oz seemed fine when i took him home. He had an ear on them but he didnt kick off.
I want to be able to put them out to play before school as thats what I do - I wake up and get pets out. but they havent been outside here and used to all the noises. I want to be there to help them into it all but I will really not have the time before school so Jack said they would be fine just for a few more hours in their cage and when I come home I will put them out. I hope they settle well.
When they left we had dinner and then I had a bath
think I might do my nails and go bed really I am done
tomorrow is school
then I want to come home and spend some quality bun time <3
So its been a nice anniversary, Jack brought us doughnut and I have 2 more buns! I cant wait to get to know them better and make them happy.
Mum cant see me tomorrow shes off to collect her new car, Jack will come home, shower then go out. Theres a science night out. Its a meal and bowling. I cant eat out and if I bowl I will not be at school tomorrow due to pain and exhaustion. So people can have a technician on friday I will have to skip the night out. Jack is getting a lift from other science teachers. Just mean i will be on my own ALL day really. But at least I will have the buns :3
