I went to pub quiz last night~~
I made myself some dinner and then set off for 5:15pm
we were all suppose to meet at 6pm
i had an idea where I the pub was but i txted Jack to say
if i got lost he had to find me
he suggested to meet up and walk together as it turns out the
others were gonna take a while yet to get there
so we met up and i ended up leading him to the pub -___-
he told me he had a bad sense of direction, now he tells me XD
so we sat together
and he ordered food but i didnt as id eaten
he brought me a drink
i tried his cider when he wasnt looking but then i confessed to doing it
he didnt seem that bothered, but cider is gross no matter what fruit its made from
but i just wanted to annoy him
shame it didnt work
Alan turned up
and he ordered a drink
both him and jack looked tired as theyd been a man down that day and had
done shed loads of running around, alan had done 19,000 steps
you do a lot steps in this job but yesterday killed them i think
Alicia and Liv turned up after having eaten thai food
i would have so joined them for thai food T^T
we sat and talked
the quiz sheets came round
and it was a themed quiz - 00's music -____-
so you have
me - dont listen to english music
jack - sucks at names
alan - only 18 years old
liv and alicia both 21 years old
yeah wasnt a great start
we knew nothing....
we were so bad
i robbed a bit of the next cider jack chose
once again to try and annoy him
and once again i did it without him knowing
even tho we'd be been sat next to one another all evening XD
i felt anxious a few times and one time i did feel like i was gonna
have a anxiety attack
just was tired and not used to any of what was going off
but talked myself out of it
jack kept asking if i was ok and i said i was
we started marking the quiz realising we seriously had none of them
but apparently half our right answers were from me...who'da thought!
i suck at music
alan said his mum wanted him home for 9pm so he was leaving
i decided to leave with him cus id had enough, knew we'd lost, and knew i had work in the morning to tend to and it takes me ages to unwind as it is
i rang my brother whilst walking with alan then i left him to wait for
my brother as he said he'd come get me
alan's parents were picking him up
i waited by myself in the city centre dark streets of where i used to go college
i was fine then i heard alicia jack and liv coming
they stood talking to me and jack offered to wait with me
but i told him to go that id be fine
then i saw my brother and i left em
it was a good night and i was happy i had people who wanted to go out with me, that id actually for the first time ever have work colleges but jack is more of friend
so here we have from left to right
Alicia, Liv, Alan, Jack, Me~
Awesome pub quiz team XD
When I got in from my brother's 'expressive' driving
i had a shower ready for school in the morning and sat with Oz as it was 9:30pm
and mum said he was waiting for me ><
I went to bed at 10pm
i laid there and laid there until i got up for pain killers at midnight and cereal
then went to bed at 1am were i woke up at 5am and been awake since!
im shattered!!!
School
i had to be there for 8am never been there THAT early
so i had to be up for 6:30am and just got to school on time!
My day was full on
and i didnt stop from 8am til 1pm which was when my half hour lunch was
good thing about today was - i didnt get anxious night before, i wasnt anxious in the morning and the hot chocolate a lunch didnt give me stomach ache
did pretty well as far as mentalness goes today!
i mixed a lot of chemicals up and got a fair bit of lesson stuff ready
im getting better at it all but still have a long way to go
i finished at 3pm jack and alan didnt finish til 4pm and jack threw something at me as i was leaving the door saying "i hate you!" XD thats what i say to him frequently XD
i got home and had a brew with mum
did some dancing as i was desperate to stretch out and loosen up
mum had had some shockwave treatment on her feet and was struggling to walk
so i helped with dinner
then i went on my laptop and showered
gonna sit with Oz soon
tomorrow hasnt been decided yet
as i could be at work and could not be,, depends
but i will keep myself entertained if im at home
its stupid valentines day tomorrow
what a stupid holiday
i wouldnt celebrate it even if i had a relationship!
ive done a doodle that i could use for valentines day which i will upload tomorrow
