Thursday, 3 September 2020

Almost done my first week

 Evening~


I've been to school

ended up sleeping over at Jack's on tuesday

I couldn't cope with the idea of waking up by myself and getting ready alone round the house. Just the anxiety was too great so I drove over to Jack's as I had already made myself upset with anxiety

i just feel for Oz but mum assured me that she would take care of him


I gave Jack his new mouse mat and he loved it ^^ set it on to pink LED so it matched his computer, mouse and headset he was so happy and said it works well so i was glad

as i had no idea what i was buying!


Work has been dull to be honest

still not into the swing of things

struggling to eat whilst I am at school


Yesterday I went straight over to jack's with him

he was suppose to have a driving lesson so we ate dinner before hand so he could get ready for his lesson but it got cancelled last minute which was strange so we had an evening to kill

we went for a 20mins walk round town and then i did 20mins yoga


then we pretty much played okami on his bed and went to sleep


today was another dull day really

nothing good to report 

i came home and saw my baby bunny, how I had missed him

he was dead happy to see me too ^^ so i sat and had a brew with  him and A LOT of pain killers i was on the verge of crying today, just so damn tired and in pain but cant have any other pain relief at work cus i will just want to sleep :/ so i have to suffer whilst working 

im gonna go over to jack's tonight just so i sleep and dont get anxious in the morning

I have been sleeping well at his actually ^^


anyway last day tomorrow then I have completed my first week~