Evening
My evening was full of hay fever jesus was it bad
I was up watching tv with my parents as it wasnt like I could
read or fall asleep like that
dad put on 'league of gentlemen' a series ive heard of but never seen
ive seen the actors in other freaky things but that series took the biscuit
seriously messed up stuff that got plenty of reactions out of me XD
I eventually slept and got up early
and woke up with hay fever lovely hay fever to remind me its still there
My morning consisted of painted and mia
i went over to see her for 90mins which was nice
i told her a few bits like id booked my holiday and how im unsure on a...
bikini...such a controversial word in my books
i have never worn one
but standing next to a cool pool in my nunary one piece complete with shorts
doesnt seem right...
mia said she will help with that when we go manchester next month
nice to have some help on a situation I am clueless about!
I came home and had some lunch
then went to psychology
which was total and utter waste of time
i was losing focus i was getting so bored and fed up with that man's antics
he totally dismissed wednesday's diagnosis and i think its because hes so egotistical that the reason he dismissed it was because HE hadnt diagnosed it.
He did nothing to help
it was so useless and i came away annoyed and feeling quite helpless
im not seeing him now til 29th June...
Im thinking of when I next go to ask if I can see someone else cus this guy is winding me up
I came away and went for a walk with mum
we went for ice cream
i tried to relax into it but i wasnt feeling right and hay fever was high
i got home and i painted again
went briefly on my laptop
and i havent done much else since really
tomorrow got another 5k to do at the park run
think ive got to drive this week as dad is robbing mum's car
i hope my legs arent like jelly afterwards!
im in a total mood right now
not happy with life
not sure how to rectify this mood issue
