Evening
I did my work out last night which was just over 40mins
I was txting my brother asking if he wanted a hair cut as his getting long and his hair dresser was closed cus of covid, hes got to find somewhere new to go which isnt easy for my brother. So I thought I would offer my services but he said he was fine.
I had a bath but not my usual hot drink and banana as my stomach felt a bit off so I didnt want to push more down it.
I slept ok, I woke up a few times thinking "what the hell is that sound" just Jack breathing....
I woke up at 8:45am by the sound of my phone getting a message from mum. wanting to see if I was coming over this morning. I txt her back saying "you woke me!" it was fine. Jack came into the room and was like "I have just managed to sneak out the bedroom as well" I got up anyway >.>
This morning til about 4pm it has rained none stop. Miserable day -_____-
So I don't feel like I have done a great deal. This morning at 11am I went over to mum's after I had died twice on the toilet of course T^T Oh and I weighed myself. 64.3kg.....how unfair is that.
I have put weight on
lost a percentage of muscle
and gained a percentage of fat
despite me using weights and not digesting my food for best part of the week
I dont know why I bother!
Jack said "you dont know how accurate those scales are I wouldnt worry."
true true. But doesnt make me feel any better >.> feel like I work for nothing
last week i was 63.1kg I was sure I was finally gonna be in the 62kg section. Maybe need to do more cardio? But its hard and I worry about pushing myself too hard and being too tired for work.
At mums I had a cup of tea with mum and the sows, my brother was in the room too so it was nice to see him as well. Dad was at work but I saw him just as I left at 1pm.
I came home and had my lunch then went to bed, I didnt want to but my body is always exhausted come the weekend so I have to give in to it. Besides not a lot else I could be doing it was raining and dont really wanna go anywhere during covid times
speaking of which it will be no longer mandatory for kids to wear masks in schools on 17th may....we havent even had our first vaccination yet! far too soon for masks to be coming off.
I was woken once again by my phone, from my brother calling
can I cut his hair....I offered man! I was over too! XD I actually dont mind doing it and enjoy it in a way. So I had a quick brew with Jack to wake me up and see Oz too.
My brother came over for his cut which went alright :) He left for a shower
and then jack walked into my salon for his sheering. His hair is so much easier as I dont have to style it I just do the shaver over his head XD He was comparing piles of hair who had lost more, it was easy my brother as its longer. He went for a shower whilst I did dinner
So I feel like I have done something productive with my day even if it was just playing salon.
They both looked better for a hair cut ^^
After dinner just come on my laptop and might do my work out and then sit Oz. He hasnt been out all day so its been nice for him to play outside I kinda dont wanna bring him for a while as he needs to do some actual exercise, he tends to just sit when hes indoors and frisk for treats
Id like to do some drawing later tho as that was what I wanted to do earlier but went to sleep and cut hair. Today I have given myself for others and that is fine :) its nice to give your time to others.
Tomorrow
chore day isnt it
so shopping, soup, Oz, bathroom, getting ready for school
anything left of the day I have no idea what I will do as the weather is suppose to be bad once again.
