Did I sleep >.>
I tried so hard to stay in bed but I had to get up
felt like Id been in a car wreck
so yeah not good and I had work to go to!
My god it was cold this morning
I got to school alright and stuff
Jack thought he could spite me by making me clean out the fridge
just because the inside was covered in blood from last week
but I really didnt mind
only blood
so yeah I got to that and then had to clean out another fridge and a freezer
both of which were blood free~
then I just did a shed load of washing up
mixed one chemical up
that was my day
spent the whole day in the chemistry lab with jack just us two
hes easy company tho i tease him where i can and tend to forget he's my boss XD
I had a hot chocolate at lunch which still gave me stomach ache
so the banana i brought didnt get ate til on my way home
dont know why i struggle to eat at school
me and jack talked about all sorts all day really
and we got on the subject of cake
and he asked if i wanted to go out for cake on sunday
baring in mind he hasnt been out with anyone else from school
and ive only been there like 12 hours or something
so im guessing ive made a good impression
i said yeah
cus i hate sundays, its cake, and its company, and hes a good person
he was shocked id said yeah XD
so yeah maybe on sunday i will meet up with him
if he still wants to that is
hes just text me so i have his number now
be good if i could have some company this weekend
as i have nothing planned!
I got home and was quite tired
but i danced for 25mins and then showered
felt better as i always feel like i must have chemicals on me
i probably dont but i feel like i do
i talked with my brother and had Oz out then dinner
and did 25mins of yoga and now just doing diary
about it really
I ache so much
ive booked in to see the doctor because my joints just hurt and more often than not im having to put them back into their place. and it hurts. i hurt in the night. its going on for too long now
i had a phone call from the doctors saying ive got to have a repeat thyroid test in 2 months time because my thyroid levels are high but i think thats because im taking Iodine which helps boost thyroid function as i felt my thyroid was too sluggish and that the doctor wasnt giving me enough medication for it so i brought Iodine
im having a phone call from the doctor on monday to tell him im taking iodine guess i can see what comes of it. personally im happy if my thyroid is working too much.
rather it work too much than not enough
tomorrow i have got a hair cut
woo
my hair has kinda lost its style somewhat
thats at 10:30am
i did try dying it pink last night but yeah it didnt really work that well XD
im gonna exercise before my hair cut
apart form hair cut i have nothing on
but i might get some more painting done
heres my squares so far, looks better from afar
very tempted to take a sleeping tablet tonight
just cus i get no relief
and im tired of being tired and not sleeping
