Konbanwa~
So last night I just did an easy 30mins of exercise, hardly exerted myself really
Had a bath after epilating my legs, my god the hair....XD
Once I was out the bath I went to see jack as it was 9:15pm and I was wondering what time he was finishing up with harvey and theo as I did not want to be left alone to stew with my thoughts. He happily came off for me tho and we had hot chocolate ^^
I slept pretty well, we were in bed for 10pm much to my relief and I did sleep ok, I was quite surprised! I had taken a sleeping tablet so I suppose that helped
We dropped Oz off this morning and went to work
work wasnt too bad actually, like on the whole, just not too bad. I had 1 practical and that was ok. So I cant complain too much. I had just started to flag around 2:30pm but made it through the day!
We collected Oz as mum was going out for a walk with her friends so didnt have time for us but that was fine as I was tired, hungry and need of pain killers so I was kinda glad to get home.
We got home and laid the picnic blanket out and sat outside with Oz having a cup of tea which did help chill me out a bit.
We did dinner and I put washing on, and washing away. Got some stuff ready for school tomorrow, chosen my exercises for tonight which I think I will do the same 3 as yesterday which totals up to half an hour which is enough right now.
Jack is currently outside grooming Oz as he has started shedding so I asked Jack to do it as hes better at it than me in a way as Oz seems to sit for him and let him do it rather than me!
I will then sit with Oz, put him to bed, do exercises and have a bath. Think Jack is gaming with harvey for a bit tonight.
My anxiety was quite bad this morning felt a bit like I could be sick. Like I was gonna sit an exam or something. I am hoping I won't be as bad tomorrow. I did cope at school but felt like if something was to go wrong then I wouldnt be able to handle it kinda thing. Yeah just a bit fragile of mind I guess. But hopefully tomorrow I will ok tomorrow~
