Evening
I struggled to sleep last night and even when I got off I knew I was tossing in my sleep, my hair was a big knot in the morning! But I woke up sadly at 3:30am...I did try to get back to sleep and at 4am I couldnt bare the pain any longer so I went to wake jack up as he asked me to wake him. He said "come here you" and cuddled me. Not helping. So I left his arms and got up for pain killers, as time went on I knew I wouldnt be able to sleep so at 6am I woke Jack up. he has no memory of cuddling me in the night....he was hard to wake too. If someone pokes me I am awake. I have to almost shake Jack
So I got up and yes of course I was tired but I still wanted to go to school, but I could barely stand. Doing my teeth I was hopping from leg to the other and I went to itch my leg which hurt!!! You know when you have a bruise and you poke it and it hurts - well thats how my whole leg felt. They also had their own heartbeat - they throbbed so much, this was also new
I have never experience leg pain quite like it
Last night I had sat the massager on them for 15mins and I felt a bit better for doing so, I am wondering now if that was all a bit much for them.
Unfortunately I had to stay home today. I cried to Jack a bit as I was so fed up and tired. I worked from home, he went to school.
I did some work and I actually went to bed for an hour I fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow, how come I cant do that at night!? I decided that I had the whole day to do my 4 hours of work, why slog myself and make myself suffer. So i got up, did some work, saw mum for lunch for 90mins, worked, laid down a bit more. Sorted some stuff for charity bag and then at 3:50pm I finished! I got all 7 pictures drawn! I am pleased with how much I got done today.
They look cute right, theyre for a display for school about pets.
Jack came home at 4:10pm we sat and had a cup of tea and caught up about the day
we did dinner which I was looking forward to - it was noodles. But I didnt realise the noodles I had bought we're rice they were made from bean (glass noodles) and I didnt like the taste or texture so I did try to eat my dinner but I couldnt after a bit the taste was making me feel sick.
Oz has played out for hours today hes been so sweet. Enjoying the garden bless him.
I had to boot him out at 8:30am as he wanted attention constantly and I needed to work!
I might try doing some arm exercises tonight as I feel guilty not moving much today and i dont wanna hurt from not doing much. But nothing standing or leg work. no way.
tomorrow
its school and I am hoping I can attend. I have work to do if I can not attend but I would like to be able to go. Working from home is so dull. I am lucky to have this option as it means my sick days dont rack up but the days are long and lonely. Could no way do this mon-fri 9-5 like some people do!
Fingers crossed I do not have a repeat of last night
