Evening
I slept pretty well apart from waking up at 5am needing to get rid of my stomach contents -__-
not how i wanted to start my day
and my stomach hurt from then and i knew i was up soon i went on my laptop for a bit
then got into my normal school routine
i had breakfast and straight away felt like someone had scissor kicked me to the gut
i had to the drive like that, semi-bent over
i got to school and really didnt feel good
i ended up walking into the school and going straight to the staffroom, had a cold drink of water and a sit down.
who walks in, just who walks in...the sodding nurse!! out off the 200+ staff there the nurse walks in. i couldnt believe it. she asked me how i was
then head of biology came in and saw me. great >.>
she asked if i wanted to walk up stairs with her to science
i did. i wanted to get there! i went to grab my bag but she took it for me
they do look after me and i think know how stubborn i am
as jack said "most people take the week of to recover Jo"
nope i aint giving up. my life has been one big fight. i can keep fighting
i somehow got through the day
god knows how
i felt sick and my stomach felt kicked all the way til lunch
the day went slow too just cus i think i was so drained
but got it done
i looked at my term - spring term
not good for Jo
bacteria + dissections....
bacteria stresses me out as i dont have a lot of confidence in it
dissections are a faff and mess
not good. i didnt dare look at the other years as that is just A-level
i got home and had a quick drink and piece of meat
and went out for my first massage of the year
it was nice and i survived it too as i wasnt sure how id feel after it
good tho i feel much more fluid
i came home and showered, had dinner then laid with a face sheet on
my skin isnt feeling too bad
im making a real effort with it
anyway thats first week back done
feels like 2 weeks but cus im on the diet and ive felt crap
i think i cam slowly getting better tho
Kyou wa kinyoubi da you, ashita wa shuumatsu ne~
what shall i do with my weekend i wonder?
id like to dance
tomorrow morning im gonna make up my own pancake recipe
wish me luck
i have a few photos to take also
i have managed to keep in zero food today
all passed straight through me
i can actually tell areas im losing weight in :/
