I had weird dreams last night
i was some sort of bug that was the size of a cat
i was finding my way through this really abandoned city
with these other creatures, creatures that are more like monsters
very weird. then the whole place began to flood and the monsters came to
hunt those of us who were small
i panicked but soon realised i could breathe under the water
i was hiding behind fallen rubble until a man sized monster found me
he reached out to grab me and i woke up then
thank god i did wake up
it was 9am
i watched truffle running laps in the hall
she bombs rounds her agility is second to none
she is in a world of her own
tillie isnt bothered about running with her
she joins in for one lap but then soon stops but happily watches her sister
molly just lets her get on with it
i had a shower this morning
then i went out to the shops
i just brought a bra in the sale for £5 its so silky and soft ^^
and some leggings for the christmas party
and some face oils to try
i did try on some dresses but i didnt look right
wearing woman's clothes looks odd on me and doesnt suit me in the slightest
i left and went for a walk down the river which was cold very cold
i came home and had lunch by myself and then went to bed
my body felt tired
i got up and had a brew
then i wrapped the guinea pigs up ready to go ~
then i started working on the secret santa present
ive drawn it out ive just got to rub bits out and scan it in then get it printed as a coaster
then done~
since then i havent done a lot
i could do stuff if i push myself but not sure whether to or not
might save my energy and practice dances tonight
or sort my ipod out ><
jack sent me a txt at 2pm asking to see the guinea pigs
i havent txt him back nor have i shown him the pigs
im just not in the mood for it all today so i feel im best of staying away
unless i say something i regret later on
not sure how i feel about seeing him tomorrow at work
sure i will be fine
not sure if he went hiking or not but ive gone past the stage of caring
cus he's ether stayed in all day playing pokemon with theo or gone out with scouts
ether way im not bothered anymore
if he wants to do his thing i'll continue doing my own
not much of a relationship tho
but saves me getting hurt and disappointed
tomorrow is work
it is gonna be a full on day
as soon as i get in ive got chemicals to make up fresh
and other equipment to set up like 5 water baths....
im gonna be shattered tomorrow
wonder how cold it will be
this has been the scene thats greeted me both yesterday and today
thick thick frost
