I slept pretty well last night
I went to bed with everyone like I have been doing at 11pm
didnt take me long to get off and I woke up at 4am
and by all accounts that is pretty damn good for me
i did manage to stay in my bed all night too and fall asleep
i could tell i was struggling as i could feel myself tossing in my sleep
but i woke up at 6:30am and got up at 6:50am when dad did
had enough at that point
by 7:30am i was doing patchwork~~
i wanted to make a good dent in it this morning
I broke off at 9am to do 40 mins of dancing then had a shower
by 11am i had made two more patchwork blocks
so that makes 3/24 so far!
I got ready for school
school i did a bit of washing up
i mixed an acid that can blind you and i actually did it whilst breathing!
i wasnt too tense ether so i was pleased with that
then jack sent me on the run of getting alan and rebeccas leaving card signed
as he had printed out that morning and they look good
i had so many compliments about them too
3 members of staff said i was wasted as a technician there XD
but i said "art doesnt pay the bills, science is just my day job"
then it was pretty much home time
i did have another member of staff think i was only 21 years old -____-
will i ever look my age? XD
i came home and actually didnt need to fall asleep
i got ready to see tara then she sent me a txt saying work had kept her
and could we do wednesday instead
i was kinda relieved in one sense as my stomach didnt feel right
i sat and did a bit of patchwork and laid out some to sew tomorrow
im a bit mentally wound up tonight so im trying to chill out and distract myself
im wound up about the night
and the fact that at 4:30pm tomorrow i will have my first hypnosis session...
im anxious as hell about it
just cus i dont know what to expect really
but we shall see
tomorrow i will dance, patchwork, maybe shop for fabrics i need to see what i have in, and go hypnotherapy.
