Monday, 22 July 2019

Stressful day of 3 practicals

Evening~~

Didn't sleep that great
think I was hot judging by the amount of tossing and turning I did and the amount of plushies on the floor in the morning ><
I beat my alarm by 10 minutes but got up anyway because i had a few extra things to do this morning like pluck leaves from the garden for a practical I had to do

I got to school and met jack off the tram as he had to come and collect stuff out
the boot of my car
we walked into school having a bet on what the temperature would be in the prep room
i guessed 25c and got it right
it reached 29c today
its like a green house
like no circulation of air and the windows barely open
apparently the building was built with AC in mind but it never got fitted for whatever reason
my god the difference AC would make to all our lives
the kids are hot and dont want to work, teachers are yelling at them and theyre just as hot an bothered by the weather. no one wants to work in that environment 

so I got to work mixing chemicals up as i had a shed load to do
and all ones i hadnt done before so i wasnt sure what dissolved well and stuff
but i got it all done just as the first bell went
perfect timing for me and luke to have ago with the 3 practicals we were told to practice by the head of biology
both of us were totally winging it
we spend like almost 3 hours together
such a bonding sesh XD
we got there and it all just about worked
he was grateful of my help
we both needed air tho after being in a room with ammonia and spirits....

after all that
i had so much clearing up to do 
the head of biology was on my back all sodding day
she was stressing me out big style
i cant do anything right for that woman at times
she makes my anxiety go through the roof
she keeps on reminding me how hectic september is gonna be
and id had enough today so i turned round to her and said
"you know if you tell me one more time how bad its gonna be in september, im just not gonna bother coming in"
i think she got the point as she said
"yes but we we will get  into the flow of it im sure"
changes her tune once someone stands up to her
she does drive me up all the wall, and the way she speaks to me at times
jesus
anyway enough on that
i had loads of screw ups today
i blame the sheer mental overload in the morning and the heat
i was sweating buckets too

i cheered myself up with cake sally's partner made for us all ^^
and did some display work
i got another display finished
doing the forensic one next
so after jack spent ages clearing 4 weeks worth of crap off the 8 tables ready for tomorrow
i put on there display backing paper (when he wasnt looking) painted the soles of my shoes in brown and walked along the paper to create foot prints as i knew it would make an awesome background for the forensic display.
he came back and i showed him my shoes
i said "look paint"
he said "have you been painting with your shoes!?"
i said "yeah"
he looked so worn out by me XD
he said "this is what happens when youre not supervised for 5 minutes!?"
i said "do you wanna see what I did?"
he came with me and saw it
he said "actually that does look really good"
i know what im doing i know design
in fact everyone leaving for home walked by it and said how amazing it looked already ^^
i hope to work more on that~~

i showed Liv her picture and she truly loved it
so i was happy to do that for her

i came home and didnt go to sleep!
i cant remember what i did do tho
not a lot
saw my ozwald of course

watched killing eve last night
its good
and next week is last episode >< 

tomorrow~
tomorrow is a semi-quiet day at work as classes are winding down
its suppose to be really hot
we have got the 'fuddle' were people bring drink and food in
im relying on jack buying plates and cutlery for me to take in tomorrow
he was bringing drinks which is what was in the boot of my car - saved him bringing it on the tram with him as it was like 10L worth of drink
im anxious about it as its a lot of food and a lot of people as previous staff have been invited in
its also sally's leaving fuddle and the Science Of Cats display will be uncovered to her
im sure she will like it and the card i made
i need to sign the card too >< 
i just hope i cope with all the people and food and people not quiz me on how much ive eaten

here is an eyeliner i received last week
its really pretty and glittery came with freebies too!