Evening
I had to get up for pain killers and was up till 11pm but I slept from there. Needed more sleep tho -__-
I wasnt sure what to do today as once again my legs felt pretty good from the heat lamp but I knew they were far from 100% so I didnt want to push myself. I also wasnt sure what work I would do at home. I wanted to go school in a way just so I got get my 4 hours done
I made the decision to go
my worst decision was my clothes tho. My work top is fitted and I wore leggings. So a fitted outfit basically and all I could all day was how fat I was and how my clothes stuck to me and I could feel them, making me feel fat and conscious. I actually felt quite stressed out with this. I confessed it all to Jack when we were by ourselves. He has said I can wear one of his uniform tops tomorrow as he obviously wears a bigger size and he says to wear joggers. Less stress and comfier. It was a good suggestion from him ^^
I got my day done, pretty much just did display work so it wasnt that bad. I was mainly at my desk.
I came away and felt exhausted. Mum came and had lunch with me and Oz.
My loaf~
The guy came to look at the pavement and when he left at 2:30pm I went to bed for an hour not intentionally it just happened >< so I hope I sleep tonight!
I got up and made my self a tea and then made biscuits
Jack came home and we did dinner
I told him that I am exhausted, my legs are hurting and I am not sure if I can exercise tonight.
I feel bad not exercising but my body is tired
I will sit and do some drawing probably
tomorrow
school and I hope I can go but I will have to see how I am.
but it will be a different evening as Jack is going over to his mums for dinner - I was invited but I dont have the energy for that. Mum then offered for me to have dinner with them as its their wedding anniversary and shes making a cake. I was sold on cake. So were both going over to our family's house to have dinner! just a bit weird how thats worked out.
