Evening
We were watching RWBY last night and I wanted to watch 2 episodes so it was like 35mins of TV time. During that time I sat with the heat lamp on my legs. I was laying there thinking "this is the perfect distance from the lamp, it feels so nice, I hope I can recreate this next time". We finished watching anime and I went to the toilet and Jack heard me say "whoops" he said "whats wrong? what have you done?" I came through with my pyjama bottoms down to reveal....slightly burnt legs ^^; yup that delightful feeling I was feeling in front of the lamp was actually my skin burning! it must have felt nice to me as that 'pain' was a different feeling to my constricting growing pains pain in my legs so it felt nice to me. Never once thought "maybe my skin is cooking" so I had red blotches on the tops of my knee caps. Didnt hurt and I wasnt bothered. I was gonna photograph it and send it to mum but through the camera lens it actually looked like a full on burn! so I thought I best not send her that ^^;
We were in bed at 8pm I think it was last night!! XD so early! But we were playing pokemon together which was nice. I stopped playing at 8:50pm to go to sleep. I had nothing more to give yesterday.
I slept pretty well again last night til 5am anyway. No extra pain killers were needed
This morning tho, my legs T^T the burns had disappeared so it was a relief that I hadnt damaged my skin too much there! but i couldnt walk that well. I knew realistically I should stay home but I didnt want to.
I pushed myself to go to school, I just hate working from home so much!!!
School was ok, I had chris come see how I was, Lizi popped by too so I had social time today. But all morning for 2 hours odd I didnt stop. I was on the go and struggling to walk. I couldnt wait for a sit down but I just had so much to do. But after my cup of tea I didnt get that much work done to be honest. I was spent.
I went home and had lunch with mummy and Ozwald. She keeps bringing him banana or apple and he loves it. so cute watching him run off with it in his mouth.
mum left me to sleep and I had an hour
then I got up for a cup of tea and some more flap jack mum brought over for me she made.
I ordered her a new make up bag as she told me shes after one, hopefully what i ordered is ok.
Then I made Jack some lunch for tomorrow, did him tomato, bacon and cheese. Hes gonna love it but I told him its a surprise, he will never guess hes got bacon! Mum brought me bacon over for my stew as I forgot to by some to put in my thai curry stew today so half the packet I cut up and mixed in the stew the other half I laid on top of the stew to cook in the slow cooker.
I havent been able to exercise, my legs are struggling so much so I decided to have an early bath and have dinner in our pyjamas. So I went for a bath then Jack came home and hes in the bath now. We will have dinner, hobby time, anime, switchs in bed.
tomorrow
i gotta be real and admit defeat, i need to work from home tomorrow T^T I dont wanna but im gonna have to. mum says she will pop in and see me tho some point in the day :)
I shall try not burn my legs tonight, even tho i feel like sawing them off
