took me til like 1am to actually get to sleep
and what a horrific dream i had 0.0
i dreamed i was married off to some guy, then pregnant
then sat in a bath tub giving birth to a dead child
awful awful dream
couldnt wait to wake up!
This morning I went for a long walk by myself
then I came back and somehow managed 30mins of dance
it was an effort tho i have to say, just felt too worn out to dance
mum made soup so that was nice to have for lunch
i have eaten loads today just been really hungry for some reason
I worked on my painting
this is it so far
it pretty much just needs outlining
but my new paintbrush hasnt come yet
so im not sure if i will just get impatient and use my thin brush XD
jack likes it tho he says it looks really good
i have enjoyed doing it but theres not much skill with this painting
it wasnt challenging in the slightest
hopefully should look good when it is done
im gonna take it jack's tomorrow
i laid in my bed, i laid on the sofa
just needed rest and chill out time today
i tried to read and play my switch but nothing was cutting it i just simply needed to switch off, so laying down it was really :/
i havent done any dance practice tonight as im just too mentally worn out
tomorrow tho i am going to jack's
probably in the morning once again
then coming back monday evening
its another sodding bank holiday this weekend
so i wanted to stay out the way
