Evening
I am currently sat with hair dye in my hair, waiting to be able to wash it off! I wasn't gonna bother again but here I am XD
So last night was my first night of having and extra antidepressant and yeah I felt it...I was clammy, felt sick and white as a ghost. I felt so rotten that in the end I asked Jack if he would get up with me and have a hot chocolate in the hope it would make me feel less sick. It did help and we returned to bed at 11:45pm. To say I felt restless I didnt have any of the stress and anxiety that usually goes with it. So maybe tablets are good for emotions
I slept til 6am after that then woke up at 8:30am
we got up and got ready for the day and was surprisingly out the door for 9:15am. Jack did all the driving this morning and did really well.
we went to the range first and I got some art supplies, as I hope to do a piece to get me out of this funk with art I am in at the moment. So got paints pen, canvases, paintbrushes, varnish. Jack got treats and then we went B&M for stuff school and cider for Jack.
We drove then to the river and went for a good walk. I enjoyed it as it was only 16c today so a lot more bearable. I was done in afterwards
we came home for a cup of tea and a sit with Ozwald, who couldnt keep still long enough to do toilet. I have never known a rabbit to be so excited to pee on a towel before but here we are --_____--
We had lunch then I assisted Jack in planing my cupboard under the stairs door as since the carpets it just wont shut but he got it to shut ^^
I started my canvas by literally doing a grey wash background. Then I went to bed for a bit after I brought up a bit of sick
when I got up I did a rough outline on my canvas, cleaned the bathroom, went on my laptop for a bit, did dinner, after dinner I started adding colour to my canvas but I am leaving it to dry now.
I tried doing some exercise, did a 12 min video but my body was shaking and Jack agreed I needed to listen to my body and actually rest.
So I went and dyed my hair which I was gonna do tomorrow but I was in the mood to faff with it tonight so yeah I have painted my hair purple and red again at the front XD I hope it turns out ok!!
Not sure yet what I will do tonight, I was in bed for 8:30pm last night as I couldnt keep my eyes open any longer so I didnt wait for Jack I just went to bed ><
Tomorrow
its food shop, Oz cage clean out, making soup for the week
said I would try see mum too
probably do some more on my canvas and not sure what else really
