Evening
I woke up in the night with my arms hanging out the bed - hyper extending.....not good for someone with my type of joints. I couldnt move them. I almost woke Jack but the thought of waking him saying "I cant move my arms" sounded a bit retarded. So I slowly moved them and it felt sooo painful. But managed to sleep after that but it is so hard to sleep in that single bed. I miss my plush too T^T
I woke up at 7:30am and needed to move I got right out of bed cus i felt like I hadnt moved in hours and my joints hurt. So i went up to Ozwald and released him into the garden. Then I just laid on the sofa for a bit, heard my mum and dad wake up so i went to see mum as I was a bit troubled by the aspect of taking Oz to the vets that morning. But mum reassured me and stuff. think i just needed to air how I was feeling.
So with a bit of help from Jack we got Oz all set to go~
we had to wait in the car til someone came out to collect Oz from us which is very strange and watching him being carried off by a complete stranger set massive alarm bells of anxiety off inside me
I was called to say he was all well and vet vaccinated him and that I could come collect him and pay for his treatment. £67 it cost me! £67! usually its £35 I was quite surprised but i can remember last year I took him and they offered me this extra vaccination for £30 and I chose not to have it but they said they have combined the two vaccines so thats why it was expensive >.> but at least he is safe and protected against fatal infections and diseases. The vets were kind enough not to comment on his weight XD
I brought him home and put him in his cage to chill out as he was a bit stressed
from there he has been grumpy and feeling a bit off I can tell he doesnt quite feel right. but vaccinations always do that to rabbits and even us humans, we can feel yucky after being jabbed
me and jack had an hour's walk after that and picked up tea cakes for lunch too then had those when we got home.
This afternoon i brought a few little things off ebay just earrings for jack and a bow for me and hair accessories, as it will probably be the last time i stock up on such luxuries ><
I had a cry to mum just cus I said I didnt want to go to school tomorrow as it feels from there its like the final countdown to owning a house. but she supported me and said it will probably all feel like a relief once we have it and then we can take stuff at our own pace. sick of being such a wreck. i looked like death. jack came downstairs and found me just finishing up my cry to mum and he went to fetch Oz who was grumpy and we had a brew with him which mum kindly made. everyone looks after me and tries to keep me happy and sane.
I've done some drawing as well, ive started my Moltres and Birdramon picture, I do find drawing birds tricky as I am not used to drawing them at all! but I am trying.
I want to paint my nails tonight and have an early night as I am so tired its untrue. Sick of my eyes burning all the time even tho i use my eye drops. So tired. think it is just stressed related. my body is just exhausted.
tomorrow is school and I dont think my day will be too bad to be honest well i hope it wont but as of right now i feel like i literally dont have the energy for it but i know i will get through the day somehow. I might have to pop into the bank during school hours to transfer money tho. As cus of lockdown my bank is only open between 10-3pm mon-fri and i work those hours so i will have to leave just to pop down the road and sign some papers which should be fine. and hopefully the last thing i will have to do!
