ahh it was nice to wake up at 7:30 and lay in til 7:40 XD
honestly it did make a change
but id had enough of just laying there so I got up
dont do lay ins its something i seem to suck at XD
I got ready this morning for my interview
and interview i really wasnt in the mood for!
usually i have mum there wishing me luck
I set off and allowed plenty of time
i got to the school and it looked alright really
i was told to wait in reception and watched all the students
come in from play
i got plenty of stares XD
The head teacher called me through
it started to feel real then
in the room interviewing me was the head teacher who was lovely
and 2 governors who were quite elderly but nice enough actually
they told me to relax as they understand how i feel as theyve sat
in the hot seat at some point themselves
i had a total of 9 questions
questions that we easy if im honest
i sold myself best i could
im so used to interviews now that my confidence has grown
i know it has
i was only in there 20 mins!
they said id know at some point today
i drove home feeling a lil drained
i got in to an empty house
and decided to clean my girls out, i bathed them as well actually
as they stunk and it did quite warm today
really nice day actually and the pigs dried
with in the hour of me finishing my interview
i had a phone call
it was the head teacher, saying she was very impressed with my interview
and would like to offer me the job...
sorry wait im gonna write that again
OFFER ME A JOB!
i couldnt believe i got in
it wasnt a job i was dead hopeful for but my god im so desperate to work ill take just about anything at this point! i told her thank you so many times
she said someone would ring later to confirm when i could come in to sort documents out
i rang my mum
as thats what any normal reaction is isnt it
ring your mum XD
she was pleased for me ^^
i went for a massive walk in the sun as i hadnt done any exercise yet
it was nice but exhausting as it was long
i got back and had a sit with a book
then i went on my laptop but found it boring so i cross stitched but found that boring too
im just too tired and drained to think or know what i want to do
i had a brew hoping the caffeine would help me
i got a phone call from centre parcs asking me my shoe size
and confirming when im coming for training
i didnt mention my TA job
later on the school rang
and i found out a bit more information on the job
its monday to friday
8:30 - 4pm
id start 5th November
and to come in on 16th October to sign paperwork
i panicked a lil bit because
5th november is when im suppose to have training at centre parcs
also when could i even do the elf job? weekends?
it looks like im gonna have to let that elf job go
i can see thats the outcome
i mean my god am i grateful for a TA position its just annoying
im missing out on something i really wanted to try
i rang my mum again and told her about this
she said dont say anything to centre parcs yet, sign the paper work at school first
shes right, its just hard dealing with this stuff as i havent been in this position before
and i have had no one around me to talk to
i went on just dance 3 and enjoyed it
wasnt in the mood to do jpop dances
i needed something i didnt need to think hard about
then i made dinner as i was hungry
it was leftover from yesterday really
then i finally spoke to Ed
hes on about seeing me this weekend as he has a long weekend
due to his brother''s wedding
so yeah that would be nice if i could see him
not sure what im doing tomorrow
probably doing a few chores getting ready for mum on friday
apart from that im not sure really
i was disciplined and didnt go running club tonight
i dont think i could of even if i wanted to
after that walk and dancing and the interview and stuff
im shattered!
i will stay up to 10pm watching Task Master tho :)
Oh i took a photo of the tissue box cover i made and designed
its suppose to be eevee from pokemon
dont think its full sunk in that i will soon have a proper job
just like all my friends
i will feel more normal and part of society
and ill have an income!
