Evening
I slept over at jack's yesterday
i went over 3pm
in the morning i managed an hour of exercise, i did 45min dance 15min yoga
woo!
and i made soup and biscuits then went for a shower and got my stuff together
at jack's we went for a walk in the city park which was pretty dead
picked up something for dinner
made dinner and then finished chrono crusade which i think jack liked
then we went to bed, i did one level of disgaea but it was 11pm by this point
and i wanted sleep!
this morning we had to get up as jack had a skype meeting with head of science at 9:30am
i for one couldnt be arsed to get up so i let jack get up before me
he made me breakfast ^^ tea cakes~
he had his meeting whilst i talked to theo
from the meeting i learned that unless any staff members give me any work to do i have nothing to do :/ which im not complaining about it just feels weird you know?
jack has safety stuff to do regarding practicals and julia is making revision stuff for her daughter which she will share with science so out the 3 of us so far i have the least to do but could change
if they decide they want art then i could have hours of work!
we cut jack's hair which i weirdly enjoy doing
he has an electric razor thing and just shaves it short, i was making fun of it curling round his ears which it does when it gets like 2cm long so he cut it as he'd had enough of my teasing XD
after he went for a shower and i played on my switch in bed
he came out the shower and he looked perplexed and i asked him what was up
he said that he'd just read the news
that were not suppose to meeting up really
and it goes on for at least 3 weeks
i said "yeah but how they gonna police that? just say youre going pharmacy, simple"
but jack being a stickler for the rules didnt like that response and went into over drive of the rights and wrongs of it all. honestly he is always so worried about doing the wrong thing whereas im always like "sod the rules" once again one of our many differences
so he got dressed in silence whilst i cuddled flump on the bed
he came and cuddled me and said
"right jo you have 3 choices. first choice you stay home for 3 weeks. second choice you stay with me for 3 weeks and last choice is that you say sod the rules and go to and from our homes"
i let it sink in what he was saying
that basically i could end up not seeing him for 3 weeks. we struggle more than 24 hours apart so how are we gonna cope with this?
i said "i can look after my health better at home. theres room for yoga and dance and i have my medication. I also have my Oz. I also dont think i could put on you for 3 weeks it doesnt feel fair. and i get the feeling you dont like the idea of me breaking the rules"
he held me tighter and said
"its true you have Oz and you have all your needs taken care of at home as theres no where to dance or do yoga here is there. its just gonna be so hard not having you around or seeing you"
he was quiet for a moment and i wondered if he was gonna cry to be honest
i know hes stressed out about this virus but its not forever is it.
i said "i worry about my mental health tho as sometimes i detached myself from everything if im struggling or if something is too painful."
he said "Jo if youre ever struggling with anything just please come over i dont care about the rules i need you to be well, mentally and physically"
we left his bedroom and went for a walk
but i could tell he had a lot on his mind
so i didnt enjoy it all that much but i was still trying to saver the time with him
we got back and he installed google teams on my laptop so i can talk to staff freely he also showed me how to access my work emails.
and then i grabbed my stuff and grabbed flump and i went home
kinda hasnt sunk in that i wont see him for 3 weeks
gonna be a long 3 weeks
apart of me knows ill probably see him in those 3 weeks
i will crack no doubt
i got home and saw my mum and Oz
then i went to sleep for 40mins and i went for another walk but with mum this time
i got back and went on my laptop
then i had dinner which was pasta - my first pasta of the year!
it was sooooo good ^^
now i have been sorting through fabrics as id like to make a couple more place mats for when i move out so im making Haunter one and a Mudkip one as jack said he likes mudkip
i will start those tomorrow~
tomorrow i will probably dance and do some sewing and drawing
not a lot else to do in the world is there right now
thank god i have hobbies 0.0
these 3 weeks will be testing tho
