Evening
I managed a bit of a work out last night and felt better for it. I was looking forward to my nice hot bath but once I got in I suddenly remembered I was suppose to txt matt as he needs to order our new radiators for Friday! So all I could think about was txting him and not forgetting to txt him. Basically I didnt get to enjoy my bath as I soon hopped out so I could do this radiator thing >< Not fair!
I did have Oz in later than usual tho which was nice.
I was in bed early too which I was grateful for as I needed sleep, but woke up a few times as jack was snoring, grinding his teeth, moving a lot. He obviously doesnt know or mean too but it still disturbs me. I know when he is stressed as thats his sleep behaviour whereas usually hes quiet. The whole GSCE in school is stressing him out.
This morning I was planning on sitting with the massager before school. That did not happen. Heck I didnt even see Oz! I had to go toilet twice!!! I spent 25mins on that bugger this morning!! Literally dying.
It was a horrid way to start my day and when I came out the bathroom I was practically sheet white.
School, my god, school wasnt even bad but because I had literally digested nothing and I had such a bad start to the day I was just weak and dizzy and shattered. It was crap. I like my job but its such an endurance to get through the whole damn day T^T
hardly did anything, well feel like I hardly did anything. Just everything is hard work and feels like I am dragging my body along. It sucks. I also had real bad stomach pains on the drive into school, poor jack driving whilst I was in a ball on the seat. Got into school and was just in a ball in the office. Only Julia saw so its fine.
we came out of school and mum was meeting us at home with Ozwald, I hadnt seen him as Jack had released him as usual but usually I pick him up and put him in carrying case but have a cuddle and fuss of him or bring him in if it raining, but Jack rounded him up this morning to save us time as I was stuck on the toilet. So it was nice to see my Oz. And see mum of course ^^
I did dinner which I wasnt feeling in the mood for but got it done and it was really nice ^^ I would do it again but I make food differently everytime I feel XD
Then we sat with Oz inside as its raining for the first time in ages so he doesnt want to play outside and I dont blame him, not when he could be dry inside frisking us for treats.
I plan on doing a quick easy video just to loosen my body as I feel I have been tense all day then I will have a bath, Jack is having the bath after me and hopefully get another early night :)
tomorrow just school really nothing special.
just hope I digest food and dont waste half my morning on the toilet. Literally dont have time
im hoping that this blood test on 12th may will reveal something like I need more thyroid tablet or iron, something thats a quick and easy fix to make me not feel so much like death.
