Evening~~
I had it easy yesterday morning
I had a blood test at 10:30am so I took my time in the morning
cleaned my Ozwald out not that he had any time for me XD
Mum took me to the blood test they were running half hour late -____-
and it wasnt my usual nurse ether
but surprisingly I coped! I did not pass out!
I was aware of every damn second
and there was a spare room where I could recover too
so yeah fairly good as things go :)
I got home and ate the house out of food whilst I fully recovered
had a shower and got my stuff ready to stay over at jack's
I got into school for when Id usually have my lunch
I found those few hours tough to be honest
jack said I could have got away with not coming in but im not like that
after work i went to jack's
we popped out to the shops for food then came back and did food
well jack did food i was too exhausted
as we finished eating theo came in
and we all sat playing on our switch's like nerds
i cant play for as long as them tho i have a short attention span
i looked at the time and it was only 8pm but i could have quite happily have gone to bed
i was sooooo dead
so i got ready for bed and sat with jack and theo really watching theo play his switch on the tv he was playing fire emblem which is a battle game but also has some dating on the side, i enjoyed the 3DS version and seems theo is enjoying this one, everything the characters said he made out to be sleazy and it was making me laugh especially the voices he puts on
eventually i went to sleep as love island came on tv and its utter trash
jack came to bed after he'd finished watching it
i did not sleep well at all
i ached really bad
i was tossing and turning and waking up
i cant remember the last time i had a night that bad in pain
its how it used to be years ago
i thought "how did i cope for years like this every night without going insane?"
so i was shattered this morning
i got ready for school still
but i felt really sick before my medication for some reason
and then once i had taken my meds i felt really bad
i was on the sofa and i wasnt sure whether to stay at jacks, go home or go school
jack motivated me into going to school and said i could always go home
we got to school
and i found the whole day tough to be honest
it was just such an ask on my body
but i did the practicals i wanted to do
and at the end of the day i did some painting whilst listening to jpop
as id had enough of science and hearing about science
i got home and was so dead
just like a zombie
i still had a brew with Oz
my kirby plush came!!
my god its huge, very soft and very cuddly
i am very pleased with it
i havent told jack i actually got one X3 ill send him a photo tomorrow morning
i have my physio exercises to do...booo
and i want to have some time to play kirby too
Ive had little moments of hearing things that arent there
i sat on the prep room floor and watched my stitch plush keychain move it's paw
ive seen red worms in the air change to blue and disappear
originally i wasnt going to tell anyone of my madness
but i told mum she put its down to tiredness which it probably is
i hope it is anyway
tomorrow is insec day at school
im going in at normal time of 8am whereas we've been told we can start at 9am
im gonna sit and paint
its gonna be such a long and dull day
but hey its non-uniform woo too comfort!
then i have dentist at 4:45pm >.>
then i can do what i like
even tho its valentines day me and jack arent doing anything for it
nether of us are arsed or feel the need to take part in the money grabbing holiday
