I did not sleep well
back ache makes sleeping uncomfortable big style
I kept waking to turn over and get comfy
mum woke me at 7:30am because as luck would have it
I had a massage booked for 9am with Karen!!!!
thank god man
I got to hers on time and told her how much my back killed
as it now felt like it was across the whole of my back where a bra would sit
and jesus her massaging that area was painful and crunchy
god knows what i have done it could have been anything
i did feel better after my massage and she amazingly remembered i wanted to
have ago with her Angel cards like I do every time I see her in the new year
last year predictions were spot on as were the year before
so this year my 3 cards were
Joy, which was to make sure i keep doing what I enjoy and love which will bring me happiness and i will be happy for others
One about past males, basically all the hurt I hold on to from past and present experiences and relationships with my dad has got to be let go and I need to move on its not my burden to carry its his i can fix myself and i dont need to worry about him. by doing so my relationship with adam should improve and strengthen - this card freaked me out how much it hit home
finally one about letting go, that i have to let my torment and hurt go and move on and to be happy i will achieve what i want to if i continue and be positive
so amazing cards and looks like its gonna be a good year :D
i imagine all the dad stuff and my burdens will be fixed when i start my psychotherapy
I got home and sat with a face pack on whilst I had my morning brew
I went for a shower
sat for a bit and went to bed
I put my girlies out for a trot outside they appreciated
and I went for a 20 minute walk
I got home and rang up the psychology department as im fed up of waiting quite frankly
and they said the guy who is gonna treat will ring back and he did
he gave me an appt of 23rd January
finally and appointment!!!
I emailed the agencies to let them know when i can work
I was in a bit of a bad mood this afternoon from 4pm
i had back pain flaring up, stomach pain for some reason and i didnt know what I felt like doing and all in all i became a little bit grouchy shall we say
yeah i bit mums and adam's head off -_____- I have since apologised
jeez im like the devil sometimes
I made my own dinner tonight i made pasta
and had some Oz cake afterwards
Oz enjoyed having his girls outside today
not sure what to do tonight i will do some colouring i know that much
but not sure whether to try a bit of dancing or do some drawing or watch DVD
unsure really I want to dance but unsure if thats gonna help my back or worsen it /:
i dont know much about back pain.
tomorrow might see adam
didnt see him today and probably good job given my mood and pain
Oh I got these in the post
Eye cream to try get rid of dark circles
and my new Etude House Eye shadows!!! I loved the 'wine party' one I had and seeing 'juice bar's colour I just really wanted a go, I'd love to have the 'sakura' one too but i know thats being greedy so i wont buy it....yet XD I have been dying to have ago with it since i got it last week but i keep sweating so much so theres no point in doing nice make-up for it just to become a mess and feel horrible and sweaty on my skin
