Wednesday, 18 May 2022

It's better today

 Evening


Because I thought I would be awake all night with self hate thoughts all about how fat I am etc, so I got off my butt and managed 15mins of exercise in my pyjamas, I just did weights so I wouldnt make myself hot and sweaty all over again. I felt better for making the effort to do. And boy was it EFFORT

I enjoyed playing pokemon last night, felt like the best part of my day


I actually slept last night much to my relief.


This morning it felt like a better day. I think I must have woken up on the wrong side of the bed yesterday! So yeah today felt better. I got my stew on and went to school


school was ok, I made some acid up - something I havent done for a while to be honest. But I was fine doing it. I got my day done

I had lunch with mummy and Oz. She made cakes and bought me some. after she left at almost 2pm....I went for an hour's sleep. Must have needed it as I fell straight to sleep.

When I got up I hung washing out, made biscuits, did some painting and got my painting finished! I am pleased with it. Its a lot more simple than I had planned but I like it and didnt want to add any more detail as I was worried about ruining it.

Jack came home and I dished the stew up which was soooooo good we loved it. I can cook ^^


after dinner I did 23 mins of exercise. Had a quick bath and just doing my diary. I will watch anime with Jack then go play pokemon in bed ^^ We started watching Rwby last night. I havent seen it but Jack has and the animation is so weird. I hope I can get used to the animation style.


tomorrow

school and sometime in the afternoon or evening my new windows and doors will be delivered. Jack has hopefully made enough room in the garage tonight.