I went to bed at maybe 2ish this morning as I couldnt sleep
but what is new there! I needed pain killers like some sort of junkie
but I refuse to lose to them. I didnt take them
I went to bed to try sleep
I woke up sat up right on my bed, feet on my floor...
thats a new one on me!!!! How do you wake up like that!?
I was aching even at this point so I got up and again went downstairs
it was gone 4am by time i had slept and woke up at 8:45am
brilliant amount of sleep that is. 4 days in a row now
those tablets are doing nothing for me anymore
im left to suffer and REFUSE to see my GP as it will be a...
complete and utter waste of time and life
I will wait til next friday to see the psychologist and ask to be referred to a psychiatrist
in the mean time eat salad and soup!
i love life!
Oh I watched kinda like the last episode of Kara no Kyokai
it was 2 hours long so I watched it in 3 parts
brilliant, sick but brilliant
theres extra episodes so i will check them out!
Oz stayed with me the whole of the last hour and he was good boy :D
Today tho my Ozwald is like a feral rabbit
he bit my nipple twice >.> through clothes obviously but it hurt a lil i have to say
and he was pulling some faces at me and scurrying me
not looking forward to spending time with his mardy pants tonight
I trimmed the girls's claws and i gave maisy a hair cut
Ive been drawing as well today
drawn I believe 4 pictures now
I did 40mins of straight dancing like a pro XD
we had yoga tonight and my lovely teacher karen has lost so much weight
but she puts up a front shes strong and she has always had my respect
she is a strong woman
but todays class i have to say was the hardest ive had in some time
jesus it was difficult
I got home and dad was cleaning out this car to sell to someone and it was a 4x4
i was dying for a go so I had ago!
there was 3 neighbours - men - talking together watching me
i said i was gonna go joy riding, hand break turns and what have you
i set off and i was only gone 5 mins but i had sooooooo much fun i loved it!!
like driving a bus youre so high up! it didnt 'go' tho it had like no power cus its old and stuff
but it was fun
i went to get out of the car to find the neighbours watching me i said
"that was the most fun ever" and they just laughed
always amusing others i am~
im excellent at making others laugh
I have been looking into violin lessons
im thinking of picking up an instrument
baring in mind i have NEVER played anything NEVER had a desire to play and have NEVER been able to read music but im wondering if i should try my hand at something new
and i like the violin out of all instruments
we shall see, mum is tempted to join me i can see she is
tomorrow ahhh tomorrow hopefully fingers crossed should be good
as im going over to mia's in the morning to draw
both of us are gonna do our art together
then might go shops or cafe later
obviously i cant eat yet so im gonna have to come home for food
but should be good~~
pikachu i doodled and took a photo of it
random i know
