I couldnt sleep
I wasn't even tired weirdly
I stayed in bed til 1am tho and then I got up
I texted jack to see if he was still awake and he was, he couldnt sleep ether and he said he'd felt a bit down, which isnt like him to be honest.
So at 2am I was drawing and colouring in the picture to send to him X3 more determined to do it to cheer him up. It's not very good but I hope it will bring a smile to him
It gave me something different to do and a focus away from my pain
I went to bed at 3am ><
I got up at 8:30am I felt rough
i had been good tho and not taken any extra pain relief last night
i have had some extra today however, just cus id had enough of suffering
This morning dad found his Clanger plush I had put on his desk at 1am
it was his birthday present from me and strangely i think he liked it...0.0
dad liking something...odd
clangers were from his childhood so maybe it brought happy memories? does dad know what happiness is? anyway~
so i felt good I had gotten into his good books
mum wanted to do a walk this morning so we did that, despite me feeling like utter death
I came back and did 15mins of dancing to try and loosen my joints but I cant say it helped
then I had a shower
went on my laptop a bit then went to bed i was shattered
when I got up I decided to write Jack a little note to go with the picture and i got it all ready to post, honestly this is our first love letter X3 im hoping he likes it. I went and walked to the post box and extended my walk a bit whilst I was out
then I came home and chilled out on the sofa with Oz, a brew and my switch
he sat dosing whilst i played disgaea,i am still playing disgaea5 would you believe. I havent finished it yet even tho I have done like 50 hours!
then I just went on my laptop for a bit really
going to work on my digital drawing as well tonight
might go play on my switch before dinner
who knows if i will sleep or not tonight
its hard being alone in pain downstairs whilst my family blissfully sleeps :/
not sure what i will do tomorrow
i havent got any crafts lined up as of yet :/
