Tuesday, 15 October 2019

only made it an hour

Evening

slept like a total log
but woke up 10 mins before my alarm

i didnt feel great this morning but kept going
thinking i will be alright in a bit
i drove to work feeling rotten and a lil tempted to turn round
but i kept going

then jack said when he saw me "you dont even look like death warmed up you just look like death" yeah i felt pretty much like death too
i put my lessons out
told head of science that i was struggling with my new medication
he said i could take this week off if need be and use that and half term to get myself right
and i went home
id only been at work an hour!

got home
crawled up in my bed
that was that

i stayed in bed all day drifting in and out of sleep
i felt rotten
not sure whats up as i wasnt like this over the weekend
so im unsure if i have a virus or if im just struggling with meds
im taking tomorrow off
but i dont really want to miss any more school if i can help it
theres a practical i dont want to miss on thursday id like to see

jack says hes sorted it all for tomorrow
so hes covered anyway
as for me as got a day to waste in bed tomorrow no doubt
i hate life
well i hate wasting life anyway

mum brought truffle to me in bed but i could she didnt have time for me XD
i had breakfast with oz who wanted fuss which was nice
hes been outside all day actually

right back to bed rest!