Evening
I took medicated sleeping tablet last night, I played pokemon for 20mins in bed with my tens machine and then after that I was gone. It was then 6:15am and my alarm was going off
I HAD SLEPT THROUGH THE NIGHT
God I could have cried, it felt like an achievement and a relief. What a relief
I was still anxious this morning but I was able to cope with it a lot better
so school felt better, I was anxious but it wasnt getting overwhelming like yesterday. Jack told me that until further notice I will be preparing head of biology's lesson (unless I really cant handle it) and he will be giving it out and bringing it back in again. This is to take a stress from me as she is quite literally making me ill. Which Jack did tell head of science about today actually. So yeah thats come to light I guess. I wanted to go home at lunch tho, I was flagging and had had enough. but I somehow got through my long afternoon T^T
I got a lot done today and Jack says he proud of me ^^
I told mum I wasnt seeing her as Id had enough, id seen her yesterday and also turns out she had a bad headache. We came in and Jack made me fruit loaf as I was hungry so very very hungry. It gave me tummy ache tho >< then I did the noodles which I didnt really want and they too gave me tummy ache so I was on the bed for 10mins but got up as I knew I had my stew to prepare for the morning.
Now I am just in the living room with my boys. We constantly have Oz in hes very sweet and its lovely having him there. Even if he is harassing us for food constantly, we always make sure he has food and water when hes inside. He now just snoring as Jack plays pokemon on the tv
I need to do some form of exercise but I am sooooo tired I have no idea what exercise I will manage. Yesterday I managed 25mins of yoga but not sure tonight. Id like to try something :/
tomorrow is school TT^TT
im not taking sleeping tablet tonight so we shall see how the night goes...
