Yesterday I spent my morning cutting out 63 squares for the baby blanket
which took longer than i expected
I sorted my pets out too
i rounded up Oz and took him up to adam's house for 2pm
he is so cocky
to say he hasnt been shown the stairs he started climbing even further than last week and went straight to the 10th step. Later on he made up all the way to the landing...then it became a game didnt it. How many times he could go up the stairs
usually he has a lay down every so often but not that day. he didnt have the time. not when upstairs could be explored. i sent adam up each time as i was saving my energy
but oz went in the spare room, his parents room and under their bed (which they just found funny), he went in adam's room and under his draws and wardrobe. no where is sacred from Oz XD
We took him home after an hour of scamping
then we went for a walk and stopped in a pub for a drink i had hot choc he had coke
yup we really both dont drink
then we went to his house
i painted his mum's nails i did a fox theme she truly loved them and said they were her favourite yet. she told me she'd got monday off and was gonna go shopping the city centre i kinda felt bad for her as shes never had a daughter to do that with. maybe id go with her one day. i told her im going to do that on wednesday with mum.
we had dinner which was spaghetti and meatballs it was good actually
i came home for a shower and to sit with Oz
today~
I didn't sleep well at all
having dreams about about how powerless id be against a man, to leave adam and to stay away from guys as i dont need them. then a faceless guy got me, pinned me beneath me and started ripping my clothes off it was leading to rape but i woke up in time luckily.
It what I have to deal with. These nightmares
I was suppose to have acupuncture and dentist check up today
but I felt sooo terrible and barely had a voice
so i cancelled both appointments
just didnt want to be messed with when i can barely breathe, feel sick and dizzy
so i had a home day
i told adam not to visit cus i was just shattered
I began working on the baby blanket
I got it all laid out
Then as the day progressed I got further
its coming together, i got to a point i wanted to tonight anyway
tomorrow it needs a border putting on
im about to choose a nice fabric to border it with :)
I ended up having a sleep at 1pm
Pinks's has moved inside
she seems quite content actually and not bothered that shes left
her cage shes been in for 6 years!
dad is moaning about the smell all i can smell is hay, granted i have a cold
but dad stinks 90% of the time anyway so whats a cage smell to him
he usually reeks of fuel, mechanical stuff or just fart
it surprises me actually he can even smell 'bad' smells
tonight id like to draw or dance or both!
tomorrow im not sure what im doing it all depends on how i feel
