Evening
Didnt fall asleep til gone midnight
and woke up at 4am
sick of waking up before my alarm its like i dont trust its gonna go off!
i got ready for school and sat with Oz inside as it was chucking it down
it only stopped raining at 7pm -___-
Today was probably my first boring day at school
no lessons at all
so nothing to prep and nothing to go in and help in
i did odd jobs
i think the most exciting part of my day was mixing hydrochloric acid up
ive cleaned a lot
im so done in
jack was stressing today, he got to budget through and realised we dont have enough for the equipment we need and was trying to find other suppliers and yadda yadda it went on all day he went on about it during lunch. i tuned off id had enough
bigger things to worry about
but because he was stressing, he turned into a jerk
gods sake he was on my back
what an arse hole
proper did my head in
i told him several times i hated him
the day went incredibly slow
as soon as 4pm hit i was out the door
didnt bother waiting for anyone i was gone
i got home and had a brew with mum and oz
and went to bed
i was shattered, in pain
my knee is so bad
i came to conclusion this morning that its not gonna heal
this is just my body now breaking down, my joints are just getting worse
it feels horrid and does hurt time to time
so sod it im gonna return to dancing as soon as i have the energy to do so
currently im still kicking off the rest of this virus
i havent done much since i woke up
ate dinner and did 30 mins of yoga
gotta get stuff ready for school yet and its 8:30pm
i wanna try and do some drawing as well
just not enough hours in the day
last night jack wanted me to come over tonight
but i didnt want to really so i never gave him a real answer
glad i didnt after the day ive had with him
tomorrow looks like an incredibly boring day ahead
i have lab sinks to scrub clean and lab inventories to do
i hate this week so much
