Evening
So last night me and Jack did 30mins of yoga. I am not joking when I say the first stretch we did and Jack's body cracked 3 times....his body protests against exercise XD He has had enough at 30mins tho, whereas I could keep going if I wanted to. Its not even a work out or challenge for me but we need to start off small with Jack as his fitness isnt good and just not used to yoga ether really. He does do well in some respects tho and in others he is incredibly stiff....
I brought Oz in after the exercises and Oz and Jack watched 'trash TV' as we call it. Something he used to do whilst he lived with Theo. So he watched with Oz "dinner with my ex" and I had a bath whilst that was on as no way was I sitting through that. I came out and asked how it was, Jack had groomed Oz whilst watching this program and said "my god some people, and our relationship looks amazing in comparison" He sometimes likes seeing these programs as it makes him feel like a better person XD
I sat with Oz whilst Jack had a bath, we watched Inuyasha and went to bed. Of course I was going to bed with stomach ache cus why not really. But Jack cuddled me and it did help with my anxiety. I fell asleep and slept a bit better.
This morning I died on the toilet. 25 sodding minutes on the toilet. I made us late by 10mins! awful.
Jack tells me to not to stress as it makes me worse and he says its me who suffers no one else. Its awful. I actually felt like weak and dizzy after it, almost like when you're poorly you know? Fed up with it. So my journey to school was plagued with stomach pains.
School was ok really. I mean I was on the floor for an hour just cus I felt awful. My body was so cold and numb and weak. Jack made me a hot drink and warmed my chips up which did revive me a bit. But it was a rough start to my day. I said to Jack today "not sure if I have lost weight this week but I feel like I have I feel like I have nothing in me like im wasting away"
I didnt have to do anything with my bacteria today anyway, no one came to talk to me about it so I didnt do anything with it. Theyre all stressed with marking GCSEs so I left em to it.
We left school and arrived home to find matt just finishing up our radiators!!!!!! he has done an amazing job as always. We have new radiators!!! ones that dont have all colours building up on the piping.....it was worrying. So I spoke to him and he said he would do our kitchen for us ^^ as I think we would like it doing next year :D I am so grateful for him doing our radiators. He said that he couldnt have us ripped off like we were gonna be. Mum had arrived with Oz so she sat with me and had a brew as Jack went for a shower when Matt left. Mum said that dad had been over and with the help of matt had got rid of a pipe in the study which went through the wall to the floor into the garage, we wanted it gone before the carpets came. So that was nice of him :)
Mum left, she had given me my medication for the month ^^ strawberries :D and made cupcakes but only jack can eat those, hence strawberries for me.
I did us dinner. I had gotten two stew looking containers out the freezer last night and heated em up and from looking at them when I got them out the microwave one wasnt stew...one was my fish soup! Jack would have had it but I had already cooked him rice so he ate the stew one and I had fish soup - the same meal I had at lunch. Strangely I didnt get any stomach pains. So we joked saying I have eat soup for lunch and evenings XD
Jack went to play dungeon and dragons and I sat with Oz, gave him a good grooming, that 2021 coat is showing through and its so cute! I put him home and doing my diary then I will do my workout :)
Not looking forward to it but I would like to manage maybe 40mins? then bath~~
Tomorrow
Jack asked if there was anything I wanted to do this bank holiday
and its hard isnt it as you still cant visit people or do much really. So I suggested travelling to Attenborough nature reserve. Which is a half hour drive away. On the same bit of road is a retail park with quite a few good clothes stores and Jack NEEDS clothes. We dont really want to go into the city centre just yet. So I said we would go there and pop into maybe 4 stores then go to the nature reserve for a walk then go home for lunch. So I would like to get off earlish tomorrow before it gets too busy.
Probably sleep after lunch, thats the plan.
Also got my weekly weigh in first thing in the morning
