Well I did my homework
I stayed up and went to bed at 11pm with my parents
I read then i did the tensing muscle exercise followed by the breathing exercise
and I actually did feel more relaxed surprisingly
but I didnt sleep
and I laid there for 2 hours til at 1am i felt sick with pain and got up
i stayed up til 2am and went to bed but had disturbed sleep
so i looked like death in the morning as per usual
I got showered and ready to see karen this morning
I havent seen her since i bumped into her at a garden centre before christmas
so i was looking forward to see her to say the least
We met in a cafe
and we had tea and cake and the 3 of us chatted
she asked about my job and jack and stuff
and mum was asking karen about her cancer treatments
i cant believe how much she has been through lately
god id hate to have cancer i truly would
the amount of treatment is unreal, all those needles 0.0
we talked for about 3 hours
i was ready to move cus i ached!
I got home and we went to a couple of shops
but i felt ill i really did
so we came home and i went to bed
i got up and i ached
i did half hour of dancing and i did feel a bit better for it
then i looked at my patchwork...ah its a curse being creative sometimes
stuff that should be simple is never simple like literally i dont make it simple for myself
as i know i would never be happy with it
so yeah thats been a headache and a half but i think i have come up with a design
im gonna do bear claw a patchwork i havent done before actually
i do need to buy some fabric tho
annoyingly
i might just overdose on pain killers tonight
i ache real bad and if i ache this bad now its only gonna get worse in bed
oh my spastic glasses came in the post!
theyre dyslexic glasses and i see best with green overlay
they werent cheap but my god they work!
im taking them to work on friday!
im sick of stomach ache every time i eat
im not eating much in my days
i just cant be bothered with it all
tomorrow i might go into the city centre not sure yet
