I woke up at 7:45am
I had had a rough night of aching so I was ready to leave the bed
I had a dream about papa (grand father)
My dream was set at an event for children I was helping at
I saw all the young children hugging their grandparents
it hurt to watch, they were so oblivious and taking it all for granted
what i would give to be in papa's arms again
so i ran off and i noticed in the distance papa was there
just standing there so i ran over and jumped into his arms
my legs wrapped round him and i sobbed
he told me 'I bet you're still doing really well'
I woke up as soon as he disappeared
safe to say my pillow was wet - i had been crying in my sleep
So I had to sleep with a damp pillow -___-
I got the girls out as usual this morning
I left them in the hall to 'play' more like sit round and eat >.>
anyway I just left them to go to the toilet
and hear the hoover turn on
hoovers arent quiet things
dad was using the hoover in the hall!!!!
I couldnt get off the toilet quick enough
mum and my brother had shot out of their seats and scooped alice and millie up
they were terrified
so i went to them cuddled them and took them to their cage with treats
bless them, practically having a heart attack
ether dad just doesnt think or he doesnt care
probably a bit of both >.>
I felt like I couldnt function today
just wasnt happening and i was in pain
in the end i went to bed at 11am
tiffin was under my bed snoring
at 12pm mu burst into my room waking me
"Do you know where tiffin is!?"
I said "yeah he's under my bed I think"
She was very relieved
she saw his cage door open and couldnt find him anywhere
hes fine, just snoring under the bed completely unaware of the heart attack mum was having over him
I did go for a walk in the hope it would revive me a lil
but no just made me more tired -_____- I think my illness is just having
an off day >< I hope im ok tomorrow though for school
I could have just stayed in bed all day thats what i feel like
but i choose to fight!
I started drawing some more pokemon
im quite into drawing them lately
usually i wont draw pokemon as i know they never look like how theyre suppose to
i want to do a pokemon halloween picture :3
This is my hair bow I made yesterday
I used the pokemon fabric left over from Tara's cushion
and the pikachu is from a retro hair tie I've never used - (it's too fiddly)
cute right? I like it and im sure the kids will on thursday X3
Tomorrow is school I should be in year 6
hopefully or even doing some sort of display!
I plan on painting my nails tonight doing a fruit theme as requested by a student
i like doing requests :3
