Evening!
I had a much better night last night, a lot was due to sheer exhaustion
but when we got back we did watch Inuyasha together and had a hot chocolate which Jack made for me. He did make an effort with me, even skipping a 'christmas party' online with his friends he plays online games with.
We went to bed after 10pm I was just done but felt much better in myself
I slept through the night and needed my alarm which went off at 8am
we only set an alarm as we wanted to get to the shops for 10am - which is what time they usually open
so we had breakfast and both had a shower and then went out to the shops. Jack drove all day today which meant of course parking up in a car park! he parked out the way of any other car XD I wasnt complaining as its less stressful but he did do really well. But looking at the supermarket car park it was so busy...but how it was 10am!? people were coming out with trolleys full! usually on a sunday you cant buy anything til 10:30am its some sort of rule/law i think. so we got into the shop which actually wasnt too bad. We had a massive list 0.0 it was a bit daunting to be honest.
My anxiety was quite high but to be honest I did cope really well and we got everything on our list racking it up to £142! but thanks for our 10% discount for being key workers we got it at £130! jack did buy some whisky so that added to the expense and we brought A LOT of meat...so much meat...XD
we got back to the car and Jack drove us to wilkos were we had to que outside to get in and shelves were pretty empty :/ we just about managed to get what we wanted.
Then we came home, I was so tired by this point, my body had begun to shake a bit.
We unpacked the sheer amount of shopping, made a cup of tea and used our toaster! we had fruit loaf, something I have never had before but Jack reassured me it was just like tea cake - we couldnt get tea cakes really. It was actually really nice
I txted mum to say we were back and fed and they can come over when ever.
she sent me a txt "just been to derby to fetch a hutch!" so yay!!!! I have a new hutch for the Ozwald
she sent me a photo then video footage of Oz checking it out and hopping inside it >.> hes too cocky for his own good. It had housed a male rabbit so Oz was going round scenting it all -_____-
mum said that Oz threw his food dish out his cage yesterday. He has never done that in his whole life, he also tore his newspaper up which he doesnt do very often to be fair. But mum said "do you think he knows something has changed?" I mean I have only been away at the time 2 nights and one of which I did spend with him so it was no different to me having a weekend at Jack's flat but somehow Oz knows I have moved out and is showing us how he feels -______-
the 'new' cage which is obviously second hand will stay at mums and Oz will have his usual hutch for the bungalow. We will move him over hopefully this week but we just need to secure the garden which isnt going to be too big of a problem there is only a small gap at the end of the garden, and then need some wire meshing for the gate as the gate is metal and he could get through the gaps.
My brother and my dad came over and were keen to start, they started on the roof...
my 58 year old dad on the roof doesnt sit well but there is no stopping him. He went up to clear my gutterings and to actually sort this blasted tv aerial out that my brother has been trying to sort all week. They did eventually sort it. the problem was the wire coming from the aerial it's self like the satellite bit, the cables were destroyed so its no wonder my brother had no luck with any of the cables in the house. My mum came over - without Oz - we went for a walk together leaving the men in the house. And we talked about my mental health and such cus shes obviously worrying about me and says the house feels odd and strange without me.
we came back to the bungalow and I assisted dad whilst he changed light switches and light fittings and I got his opinion on what needs nails and what needs screws - luckily we got away with nails so Jack was able to do them - the drill - he needs to build his confidence up with.
so we have the porch room finished!!! another room ticked off, the new freezer will be in there on tuesday but apart from that it is finished XD
they left together as I ended up with my whole family over XD jack doesnt mind
then me and jack sat and watched an episode of what we do in the shadows and then did dinner which was noodles but I struggled with it, as i am just struggling with food at the moment.
Then it was pretty much time for jack to game, i massaged his hands for him as he says they have been bad lately so i did that then I went on my own laptop on my own little desk - that my family think are very good ^^ and did some drawing. Started drawing me and Biscuits Hammington - a big 20" plush I have of a hamster. Jack keeps finding me cuddling her as I love cuddling her on the bed. He keeps saying "I need some cute kinky picture with you with Hammington" the perv
so I am drawing him one, as I am no way letting anyone take photos of me right now. I told him I am drawing him the picture but he hasnt seen it XD
here we are so far, hammington is only roughly drawn
think its going ok, something different for me to draw actually
I am gonna log off now as it is 9:10pm I am tired and gonna chill out without listening to Jack game beside me. God bless headphones
tomorrow
Mia was coming over to exchange gifts but cus of further covid restrictions I am unsure how I feel about it so we are still meeting up but taking the dogs for a walk round here at 9:30am so jack gets a bit of quite time :)
then I will probably help Jack wrap his presents for his family. Not got a lot else to do really. I have bits on this week but I think tomorrow will be quite quiet.
