Evening~~
I didn't sleep too bad
I got up and got all ready to go in the snow
yup snow AGAIN! it wasnt much to be honest
but it still makes people drive extra slow so I allowed for more time
and i forgot to take my medication!
I arrived at the school was a lovely school and the staff were lovely
wasnt many young staff i'll say that much which i prefer
not a fan of young staff sometimes
i like seasoned experienced staff cus I find theyre the best to learn from
I was in the youngest class which had two children in with special needs but no TA to have one to one with so it all hands on deck
never thought id have to tell a child to stop licking the windows but hey-ho
by 11:30am the teacher asked me if i was busy next week as she'd like to book me for the next two weeks! I could not believe it that that soon I had made a good impression
the receptionist said "you must be doing something right"
i must be!
the staff even told me they'd had a lot of staff off this term sick so they'd obviously had other agency staff in so they could have easily have had someone previously but they chose to have me again after just 3 hours! made me happy as i havent been in a school for a few weeks and i was worried id get out of touch with the profession
i only got half hour for lunch as the other half had to go to us doing play ground duty
jesus i was frozen
and my dinner made me feel sick - too much left over pasta
I didnt finish til 4pm -___- the class left at 3:15pm i think
so I tidied up and help put up the christmas tree
and talked about guinea pigs with a fellow guinea pig TA owner ^^
I felt awful i really did feel unwell and had the 40min journey home to face
i came home to an empty house which is rare
i dived in the shower and my feet stung from the hot water it reminded me that i hadnt felt my feet in quite some time it would seem!
i got my pajamas on
walked down stairs and realized i hadnt had this morning's medication
no wonder i felt so terrible! problem solved
When I checked what post had arrived
it was a wedding invitation!! I've never been personally invited to a wedding before
I have attended a wedding when I was 12 as it was my baby sitter's wedding but she had invited the 4 of use really. To have my name on a wedding invitation made me happy
I can't believe Im going to a wedding and after party
it's a friend i've known since I started primary school so 21 years
he's always always been kind to me and we went to secondary school too
but didnt share any classes like we did in primary school as he was smarter than me XD
he's getting married! I am happy for him but I had no idea it was happening
he's kinda one of those friends you dont talk to very often which is another reason for my surprise at the invite! But i'm going it's April 14th
April 2nd is mine and adam's 1st anniversary so be a loved up month
I have nothing to wear but I can suss that
and it says I can bring someone too~ be adam probably but I have to wonder if Mia was invited
she too was close to him in primary school but went to a different secondary school to him.
something to look forward to
I facebooked him a message today to say thank you ^^
tomorrow I am bathing dear Maisy who has been out on the grass today
for what could be the first time ever for her
and im sad I missed it but mum did it whilst I was working ><
she took the half hour well and even tried some grass!
bless her
so tomorrow shes having a bath, a brush and a trim.
Its going to be probably traumatic for her but its one of those necessary evils im afraid
she will benefit from it
mum says hair is coming off her in chunks which shows her skin and coat are unhealthy
so she NEEDS this
best of luck for the 3 of us!
then I will see adam
suppose to snow this weekend
I drew a picture of my 'rape dream' i didnt want to draw it as its awful but i thought the psychologist would like to see what he's in for when i meet him next year ^^
me being pinned down and then just before i am officially raped I always wake up
thank god