I slept not too bad last night
didnt dream of being a monster again anyway!
did dream about watching a woman shoot a bear in the shoulder
dont know whats that about!
I stayed awake for a while before I had to get up for school
so I had plenty of time to get ready cus i got up early
I felt so much better in myself today
almost like id got it all outta my system yesterday or something
i wasnt anxious about school and had breakfast no worries
I did get tummy ache after eating tho
My morning at school consisted of P.E. so thats easy for me
then music to which I just sat there really
then mum picked me up I had lunch at home - beans on toast
then I went back to school and did a little bit of maths
and then we had another P.E. lesson! but outside
and I didnt do a great deal even then so it was easy money today
I got home to find adam at my house like Id asked him to be :D
it was great to see him and spend time with him even if it wasnt for very long
We played with Oz in my room cus he was too lazy to play outside
i caught him today eating hay out of the guttering and water off the floor
right tramp XD
then I took adam home
and looking at the application forms for jobs in schools!
Tomorrow I have my first telephone appt with mental health people
yep waited a whole month for this telephone call with someone who's name
i can not pronounce i just pray i can understand them im not good with accents!
that will make the job harder if i cant understand someone on the phone
not looking forward to it at all
then at some point between then and mid afternoon ive got to sleep
and get dressed to go out with adam's family for golf and dinner
and to also get ready for work friday
so i can come in from the meal from town, have a shower and go bed
nothing else i have to faff with basically
ive been using my make-up from korea and japan
i quite like this simple apricot lip balm from Etude House
its a cute colour :D
so relieved i feel better today
i was not myself yesterday by any standards
mum didnt like seeing me that way
i cant believe how different i am today actually
the voices are very very quiet and the ones about what i have eaten are practically not there id say the loudest voices at the moment are about how fat i am
but apart from that my head is my own!
