me and mum talked about yoga yesterday
there was a woman in the class who we'd never seen before
and i personally hope to never see again
I get some people breathe deeply i do
but what she was doing was more than deep breathing
she was having some sort of erotic experience!
i swear some of the noises she made should have been X rated!
it was not normal
she was weird
i said to mum "i bet shes a swinger" XD
sick
anyway last night I couldnt sleep
what a shock that is!
I played pokemon in bed aching til 11:30pm
went downstairs and at 1am I came back to bed at 1:30am
I was up for some pain relief and by 3am I was back in bed
I read a manga book, i played pokemon, I read, i coloured busy busy in the night XD
I was woken by the sound of dad ranting about work to mum at 7am
so thats 4 hours sleep
great! at least it 4 hours straight sleep
We did the girls int eh morning then I went food shopping with mum
came back and did some painting
I decided to sit outside with my girls and Oz as well it would seem
he likes to come in the run as well
the girls all behaved anyway then i took maisy out whilst i ate dinner
went to bed after dinner just felt dizzy from being tired
Mum woke me as i'd had 2 hours sleep
woops
i had a brew and went for a walk by myself and got rained on
just hasnt stopped raining since 4pm
i could have told anyone it would rain today and get it right
and you know how i know this?
i dont need any fancy weather computers
i just know its bank holiday weekend
and it ALWAYS rains on bank holiday!
true british fact
since then i showered
and i played pokemon watching john bishop
needed some comedy to laugh at and it does me good to sit
i find it hard to sit and relax!
we had the girls inside for a play as well
which went better than it ever has before
but alice soon kicked off once the food had gone -____-
Since then Ive had dinner and just been with Oz
he's happy bunbun
tomorrow can you believe I would have had him a whole year!!
our 1st anniversary!! It feels much longer tho I have to say
I will take a photo tomorrow i hope
I havent spoken to adam much this week
I last saw him on monday
and i know he's been poorly
but I feel he's been a bit off with me
I could just be reading too much into nothing as woman can do
but usually he's more talkative by txt
last night he said I could sleep over tonight
but today he was like "i forgot to ask my parents"
id he wanted me to stay he'd stay "oh i will just ask my parents"
i could tell he didnt want me over so im not gonna make anything of it
or ask if i can stay cus i aint looking like the needy one
and if he doesnt show much enthusiasm about seeing me tomorrow
then sod it i aint gonna go over as im no ones lap dog just waiting
for when they want me, when it suits
but like i said i could be reading too much into it
I cant remember if i uploaded the picture of the wedding card i made
