Evening
Once again I didn't sleep through the night! It's so annoying, my sleeping has gone tits up >.>
Woke up at 1:30am and had to get up due to aching and feeling sick and needing a wee
This morning after I showered I got on with my work
I was going to go for a walk with Jack but it has rained ALL day
We popped down to B&Q for something for matt and to look at mirrors
as I was offered to have an LED mirror in the bathroom, I have never seen one in action so wondered if any was out on display. But no :/ showrooms arent open ether to go and view. I have no idea why you cant walk round their showroom but you can walk round their shop? does Covid prefer showrooms?
We got back to mum's and had lunch then I took Jack back over to the bungalow to work. I did 40mins of yoga as my joints needed to move >< then I had a rest and then continued with my drawing. Jack came over for a shower and dinner then I took him home, collected some more clothes and medication.
Matt has told us we could be using our bath potentially on friday! This friday I could be having an actual bath!! *0* be a dream. My house is a mess. When I went over for Jack this morning I did find him cleaning the kitchen. He cleaned the surfaces, hoovered and then mopped the floor. He is keen to have me back home. He knows its stressing me out. I try not to even think about it but when I see it all like that its hard. My breathing instantly changed to the anxiety breathing when I got back to mums. I got annoyed and frustrated as its not fair, its amazing tho what control the brain has over the body.
As for the mirrors, we had a look online tonight at mirrors and I can not get over how expensive these lit up mirrors are. I havent got my hearts set on one and would be quite happy not to have one as I feel it becomes a feature of the room, when ours will just be placed next to the radiator simply to be used when I putting creams on my face :/ also it said that some are dazzling bright, some dont stop the 'anti-fog' so are constantly warm therefor burning electricity, some are motion sensored so they will come on all the time when you just pop in for a wee. I am not excited by them in the slightest. and someone please tell me why some have bluetooth!?
I have said to Jack I will probably be back home with him on Friday. Cus then we can bathe there and hopefully he would have tidied up a bit more by then. I think mum has brought enough food in tho to last us the week! so we will be eating here this week. I do want to go back as I think it will help me sleep and its my house ><
tomorrow probably just another day of working really :/ same old
here is how far I got with Mendeelev
