Evening
I couldnt sleep last night, I ached and my stomach was a bit sore to lay on so all in all I could not get comfortable -_____- I was up til 2am cus of course I was
wanting to sod my diet and eat exactly what I want to eat
I just feel so unsatisfied all the time and miss food. No matter how hard I try with recipes the foods just arent cutting it for me. I was watching food videos, imagining what food must taste like. I miss carbs and feeling satisfied and full
I woke up just before 9am
I didnt bother getting ready. I just ate breakfast and began cleaning the house. Jack didnt need prompting he just got on and joined in which was good of him. I was so dead after all that tho. Jack reminded me it didnt need to be done all in one go but I just wanted it bloody done.
we had a brew then lunch
after lunch I did my experiment! my expensive flours had arrived. Sadly the dark chocolate isnt here yet tho. But I had stuff to work with. I had a recipe for dough but i altered it to make it sweet and such. So i made sweet chocolate rolls kinda thing. Theyve been the best thing I have eaten on this diet but cus I wasnt sure if it was gonna work, I only made four and ive eaten two! but cus its made with starch and therefor carbs it means hopefully they will give me some energy
mum came over at 2pm to dye my hair. I have red hair. I was washing it and the dye wouldnt stop pouring out! I thought "did anything take to my hair!?" it washed out purple water, then red, then brown! I got the shower and yup. I AM RED. I swear im redder than on the packet!
we did dinner and had that in pyjamas. I have actually unintentionally had a pyjama day ><
now I am just with my loaf who is full of beans today.
I might put some songs on my ipod ready for school. God I cant believe after this weekend I am back at school! where did my holiday go!? its been a good holiday tho
we started watching a new anime today as we finished season4 of overlord. That is a solid series. I can not wait for series 5! I wanna watch the second season of Tonikawa cus its about marriage. But we will watch that one in the evenings after highschool DxD and we will finish that one this week
tomorrow
just food shop and chores T^T
