I will quickly blog about yesterday
My plans originally was to take myself and Adam out for the day
that didn't go to plan simply because I'd had 4 hours sleep
another bad night
now if this was just a one off I would have just got on with my day
but because its been every night for over a week or two
it's just exhausting mentally and physically
im not sure how long I can keep it up
So i txted Adam told him and I said Im going back to bed
and that I would take us out sometime this week instead
I eventually got up, had lunch, had a shower and packed Oz up
he came with me to adam's
he was a surprise :3
It was warm yesterday but I made sure everywhere Oz was that it was cool
he really enjoyed himself, going behind sofa's coming out with loads of cobwebs on his whiskers and adam's mum feeding him raisins XD
after an hour I wrapped it up and took him home with adam
we played pokemon on my sofa
and we were there probably an hour
my parents pulled up and at that point I decided to go back to adam's house
we played pokemon once again and stayed downstairs the whole time really
we went out for a drink they all had alcohol (adam non-alcoholic drink) I had an earl grey tea
i have no problem and dont feel i have to drink cus everyone is drinking
i could feel myself getting anxious as the noise level shot up and it was getting closer to bed time
adam's dad made pasta and meatballs one of my favourite meals
but my stomach was so knotted up with anxiety that i could barely get food down me
we played dominos then I decided to go home at 8:30pm
I felt pretty relaxed strangely so i thought whilst the going is good id go to bed
and my night wasnt too bad, i still woke up and stuff but i wasnt laying there hours on end.
Today I had the day to myself really
I could please myself :)
I sat in the morning drawing getting further with that
then I did an hour of dancing as I was home alone god I sweated so much
so a shower was needed
I did an hour of cross stitching
and then I decided to do some of my jacket but it went terribly wrong
i think i pulled apart more than i stitched up
just not going to plan >.>
and now just gonna do some more drawing and upload a dance i got recorded today!
Tomorrow I have
acupuncture 8:30 - 9:30
CBT 10:00 - 11:00
Adam 12:00 - 5:00
busy busy XD
not sure what me and adam are gonna do though
think we usually spend tuesdays at his
wednesday we're gonna do what we planned on sunday
I thought I'd show the apron I finished for Tara's birthday present
it's an apron based on the pokemon Umbreon
I designed it myself and made the templates
I hope she's gonna like it!
