Man last night was a rough night
I couldnt sleep and was laying there for hours until I decided if I laid
there any longer I was gonna cry due to the amount of pain I was in
not to mention the headache Id had all day was thumping against my pillow
I felt sick too as being in pain for hours does make you feel sick after a while
so at 2am i got up for an hour
did half hour of yoga, sat and read and ate cereal
then tried to sleep around 3:30am
woke up at 7am then drifted asleep til 8:30am
god i felt rough this morning
i did my usual in the morning but by 9:30am i was in bed just resting
i was like a corpse
I got up at 11am for a shower and then left the house at 11:45am
i went to a town and walked to my grandparents old house
i havent been for many years and i wondered if it had changed at all
and it hadnt to be honest which did surprise me
and i didnt feel sad or anything
then i walked to a cafe and had a hot drink that took ages to come despite there
being very few people in there
then i walked back to my car
I drove to another town, I parked up in a park car park and walked through the park
to the city, i have done A LOT of walking today
despite being in pain, tired, not eating and a headache i stayed out the house
as long as i could because i knew i would just be round the house being tired and achy
and today the temperature reached like 7c and there wasnt any breeze so it was
quite a decent day to be out
i picked up some vaseline on offer for my lips and a cheap eye shadow to try
its purple and thats a colour i havent tried with and i didnt want to spend loads
so i brought a cheap one for £1.50 but dont think the pigmentation is very strong
so we shall see
i came home and basically had a hot drink on the sofa and relaxed for a while with a book
i was shattered, i got my pigs in then rounded Oz up the little git XD
i had the last of the cake with mum
i offered Oz some when i brought him in for a half hour sit but he wasnt interested
i wasnt gonna have cake but it was a small amount and i hadnt really eaten
i helped mum with dinner
did some yoga
did some drawing
had dinner
died
literally was in a ball for ages just with stomach pain and feeling like i was gonna bring dinner up, i did manage to eat it all i was determined not to go without like i have been doing as ive been having such small amounts for my main meal that its just depressing so today with it being fish pasta - one of my favourites - i was determined to eat a normal portion. but the after math
jesus
truly wasnt worth it
so thats it now small portions all the damn way til my stomach recovers
cus i had to run to the toilet and everything
hate this its horrendous
i cant eat out anywhere and i have to be careful what i eat too
so ive just this minute recovered from all that actually
earlier i helped my brother get the decorations and tree from the roof
so i can crack on with that tomorrow!
looking forward to it :D i love it as its something that only I do
i will be sure to take photos of my christmas tree
heres some seasonal nails i did last night
someone in a shop commented on them today ^^
they were easy to do
ive got sewing to do as well at some point
i just chose to be out the house today instead of being stuck in sewing
so yeah tomorrow is decorating but i will probably be done by lunch
so i might sew or look for jobs or die of stomach ache
