I know I forgot to blog yesterday but there simply wasnt time for me to come
on my laptop
So yesterday I felt really done in and tired kinda lethargic i had no motivation at all
i think i was just tired
mum suggest that i go back to bed but i hated the idea of wasting my sunday in bed
so I txted adam to tell him how I felt and that I didnt want to go to the city centre
he was totally fine and just suggested we could walk through the local park
and find somewhere for lunch
which is what we did basically
then we came to my house so i could get stuff ready for school and to see Oz
then we went over to his house
we sat with his parents for a while
his mum told me how much she thinks ive settled in and that im welcome over anytime
its lovely feeling so accepted
it was always a concern of mine that when i dated what would the family of my boyfriend be like?
i told her how easy I feel its been and that its home from home
she was happy to hear it. and she told me she thinks i get adam that i understand him
she told me that im part of the family now
only been going out 6 weeks so i must have made a good impression X3
i went and collapsed on adam's bed he gave me 10mins of laying there til i found him peering over me i was like "what's up?"
"just like watching you sleep"
strange boy then he cuddled me loads as he usually does
we later had dinner with his parents
and pudding
followed with chocolates jeez i felt full
we had a game of triominos i came 3rd
i said i wanted to play normal dominos with them and they said they'd get them out for me next time. they also said they'd like to teach me a card game. i dont know any card games
it's adam's mum's birthday coming up in june like first week of june
she invited me to go out for her birthday meal i couldnt believe they'd want me there
so i said i'd love to come
adam later showed me the menu on his phone i didnt ask him to maybe i looked anxious at the thought of eating out with his family but it did put some of my worries at easy cus we're going to a south american restaurant and i have never eaten that kinda food before!
then I went home~ showered, Oz, Bed
Today I got up for school
yesterday my head felt quite quiet really i was surprised and it was nice
today its full on noise reminding me of everything i ate yesterday really
i cant shut it off
it has drained me all day at school
during lunch i didnt come home i quickly ate my lunch then went to an empty meeting room were i sat and drew a few doodles then just sat quietly in the half lit room
no one disturbed me luckily.
I decided that I would design a mug for adam's mum's birthday present i dont wanna go mental with it all but i thought id drew a design and get it printed on a mug.
I came home had a brew and went straight to bed
i was shattered so from 4pm I didnt get up til gone 6pm
now im just with Oz really
tomorrow I have got acupuncture -_____- at 8:30am too! no lay in for me!
then i thought about turning up at adam's house afterwards unexpected
i bet he'll still be in bed knowing him XD
then take the day from there~
here is another hair bow I have made
