I slept pretty well after Id taken something to help me sleep
and I woke up at 8am
I got up and was able to put the pets outside which was good and made a change
I decided to do some sewing this morning as I thought I could go city centre
during the week when it's quieter
I managed to get the cushions finished!!!! all 3 cushions are done and dusted
I am pleased with them they look really neat :)
feels good to tick them off~
So thats 3 presents I've got finished this week ^^
I had a shower as I felt gross
I had some lunch
I actually didnt realize i t was 12:40pm I said Id see adam at 1pm
woops
so it was a lil of a rush
but I got up there with Oz for 1:20pm
He was good boy and I was able to have a brew as he laid down next to adam's feet
god he is obsessed with adam and always wants his affection
much like me to be honest, im competing with my damn rabbit >.>
We rounded him up as he looked tired and i wanted to go for a walk
whilst the sun was still up
We dropped him off and went to the local park
the sun was so low in the sky i could barely see it was a lil unnerving actually
got to the car park and it was rammed and people waited in cars aimlessly for spaces
in the end i thought "sod this" and went to reverse
I reversed in the motorbike only part that had little bars up for the bikes to be held up by
I was careful even with the amount of people and cars near me and the sun glaring
i pulled out the space and something sounded horribly wrong, the woman in the car next to me was saying "Stop!!" so i did
adam got out to have a look for me
the woman also got out her car and said "it just went all the way round your back wheel"
I looked and it was someone's bike stand they had left
great big metal thing had gone round my tire and my tire had dumped it on the floor where adam picked it up and put it to the side
it sounded like i had ripped through the fencing
i thought id access the damage later
we drove off and i didnt know where to go
we ended up at the same local park to adam we went to last sunday
we walked and went to the pub to go play pool
got there it was rammed, football was on, so we walked in we walked out
got back to the car
and went to adams
as soon as i came in i rang my mum
because basically yesterday they were on about the pets going in the shed
but it didnt happen as i wasnt home
so today i suddenly realized that they needed to go in the shed and i wasnt home
so we spoke and i told mum about the pets and i could hear dad in the back ground "what's she whittling about? why does she want them in the shed already? not even cold" just berating me whilst im not even speaking to him
mum said "you dont sound very happy"
i wasn't as i had accessed the damage and ive got a huge scratch in my car ive caused and a bit of paint work needs buffing out, we couldt play pool, everywhere is busy full of humans, dad being horrible down the phone, im tired of feeling poorly and sweaty, im struggling to hold it together" id gone to adam's room by this time and by myself
i was crying a lil down the phone
and mum told me not to worry about anything including my car as it is scratched and 13 years old, i've just never caused damage like that before.
i wished i had never left the damn house
adam came and cuddled me til i calmed down which took a while
as even when ive gotten over the issue, my head then takes a while to sort out and be able to cope once again. i was trying not to let it win but it did for a lil while
i felt stupid for crying tho in frotn of him cus really there was no reason to cry
but it's me i cant handle these situations
he was fine with it all
he made me a tea with 2 sugars and his mum cut me some cake
soon cheered up with that
then i went home at 5pm for Oz as the fireworks had just started up
ive eaten dinner in my room with Oz
hes all snuffly and does a lot of sneezes, he sounds like tiffin used to before he died
so im worrying now about Oz's health
my brother is going to a firework display tonight
he goes every year
its not my thing
tomorrow im not sure what i am doing
i havent got anything on apart from going over to tara's new house for dinner
adam has work and i told him to not feel like he has to see me after work
i feel i take his free time but he says otherwise
the whole time we've dated he hasnt once been out with any friends
i thought id show another present
this one is for mum i found it randomly it was only released a couple of months ago
its an adult colouring book but its full of guinea pigs!!!!!
never seen a guinea pig one before so i had to get it
got it from amazon for £5.99 I believe so good price
she has colouring books but hasnt done them for a long while
hopefully she will get back into it with this
