Evening
I did 40mins of bunny yoga last night, by which I mean I did yoga with Oz XD towards the end I am doing down dogs and had a baggy top on so I couldnt always see, I didnt want to kick him so I gave him some dry food and he sat eating that the last 10mins. So he did 30mins of bunny yoga XD its so cute, I get my face, arms, neck, ears licked by him. Dont need a shower afterwards! He loves it and thinks youre doing it all for him. I took him home and had a bath.
I got into bed at 8:45pm and looked at my phone, I had a txt off my brother saying he had managed to get the new job he was interviewed for last monday!! I was so happy for him and relieved. I was gonna call him but it was late. So I got up out of bed and went on my laptop for 5mins and ordered him a card. I want to show I am bothered and I am proud of him. He will be working for a clothing company as a junior photo editor!
Jack came to bed at this time, he finished gaming with harvey and theo so he could play pokemon with, honestly best of both worlds that guy. All the books from the book shelves had been left all over my craft room floor (literally can only just get in and out of there!) so he could go game >.> but its fine
I got to sleep around 11pm, woke up at 4:30am for a wee then got back to sleep but still felt exhausted when I woke up. I am fed up of waking up and feeling on low battery all the god damn time T^T
I was stupidly anxious this morning. Why!? My stomach felt like a washing machine, I felt so sick. When I was in the prep room I was actually going dizzy and my vision wasnt great, I was unsteady on my feet. Jack was concerned and kept telling me to sit down. I knew I wasnt well tho. My body was shaking and shivering despite the fact it was anything but cold in that prep room. I could feel tears at the back of my eyes. Its just anxiety and mental health. Mine is just really bad the moment.
I told Jack I couldnt cope and was going home as this week I need to look after myself and I refuse to cry at work!!
I came home and went to bed, I got up and did some digital drawing for school
I had a stretch in my seat just putting my arms above my head and leaning back but in doing so my chair tipped back!!! I knew books were right behind me, I didnt want to damage them so I somehow quickly twisted (it was like all in slow motion some how!) and I fell to the side the chair narrowly missing the books. I hurt the muscles in the side of my back and I have bruised my knee cap and even got a carpet burn on it!!! 10mins later mummy showed up
I had lunch with mum and then continued working on the picture, emailing it to Jack at work as he was asking teachers opinions and such.
So it slowly evolved. This is for the topic Adaptation + Inheritance
the staff loved it obviously XD so I am hoping thats the first of many front covers done!
We print in black and white so I am not gonna bother colouring it in
I had to go pick Jack up, I couldnt be bothered but its fine I got on with it. I did guilt him on the way home saying I had an accident in my craft room cus of him. Because he chose to game instead of clearing the books away. He said I should have fell on them and damaged them. But I would never do that! I said I needed compensating he asked if i accepted sexual favours.......XD men
we got home and had a cup of tea and then he started putting the books away and I did the dinner by myself. We had noodles which ended up just looking and smelling like a fancy pop noodle but Jack enjoyed it.
I cut the meat up for the stew tomorrow then doing my diary
I plan to go on just dance in a bit then having a bath then playing pokemon in bed. I dont think Jack is gaming tonight so maybe I might get anime too :3
tomorrow is school, and I dont have shed loads to do but I have enough to be getting on with
I just hope I can bloody cope
I want sleep and rest
